This shall conclude my second and hopefully last introduction, peace and love, everybody. Please stop by again, lets keep eachother posted, OK ? No Secrets.

until next time,bye... Today 10-01-08, My intro. sucked because my life sucked, things are better now, and that's what I'll share, thanks.

Next Time Color Blue, I like, congratulations, together we have overcome, well, actually just me, and just in regard to figuring out how to upload unto my own site. I think my chat room is also working, try it out, I'm not there at the moment, someone else might be, tell a friend, free for the moment anyhow.As of today I'll try and contribute daily to this page, I also have a blog at "Blog It" mfgallagher or mfg9, you should find it also under journel.
Today, I am reborn, today I begin a new chapter, of my life story.Share with me in my success, share with me, in my joy, of being able to start anew. Only in America can one expect the freedom to remake oneself , the new me wouldn't be possible without the old me suffering, from past mistakes. Learning and growing never too old, betterment is the name , of the game. Hopefully my creative writing will also improve, to the point, where it is enjoyable for another to read and to value from doing so. This is not supposed to be a further introduction, so allow me to venture onward into the ground of reality, today, June, fourteenth, two thousand and eight,or, 06/14/08, whatevers easier. More flooding back east, continued madness, in the Middle East. Gas prices higher than ever, due in part, to speculating in the oil market. Buy and hold, those dirty rats, anything for a buck. And the race for president, as a veteran, I seem to like McCain although I am a liberal democrate, I'll have to hear more and hopefully learn more before November second, as no doubt I shall. I liked Dennis Kucinich, even though I disagree with impeachment, for my own reasons, not that I think the reasons are false, just par for the course, so to speak.Where will it all lead ? What will save the world from the human race, the despoilers and the quick buck experts ??? A dose of straight talk is good, only if someone listens, to separate the wheat from the chaff, gets harder all the time, yet, the ring , of truth, still stands out, to those, who listen. One of these days you'll catch me in a more humorous mood, I'm sure. I promise. Today I just wanted to make a start, to all who may read these words, bless you and enjoy all we have, in this wonderful world, until tomorrow and/or later, goodbye.

Yellow yellow doesn't work, do you like color ? me also. Hopefully this will bring, for the time being, a meaning, to my life. I have collected a wealth of experience and now is the time to act and act as in action, I can do. Give and give some more give what I acquired, to share, with the world, of my birth, my make up, like yours consist, of elements found ,on earth, and originally formed, in stars. That's what I have learned or been told and have come to believe true. The spirit we share is also,of the earth, the primative instincts, that time has refined more so, in some, than, in others, it seems. However the amount, of energy, put into ones personal developement is entirely up to the individual. That is what growing is all about and why a person should never stop growing and moving forward, on the path, of enlightenment and a closer connection, to God. Preachy ??Thats' not what I'm all about, just one important aspect, in the total package. To devote too much time and energy, in one area, usually means ignoring other equally valuable areas, of growth, balance is the key, in all things, out of balance, equals, in stability, correct ??Hopefully, maybe, I'm right, that would be nice, it sounds good anyhow, to me. Humor, an important element and one that needs a conscious effort, to improve, Laugh and the world laughs with you, Cry and you cry alone. To make yourself and others smile and/or laugh is a valuable gift, to give oneself and others, to eleviate the gravity, of existance. The constant burden that all must learn to carry, in life. To lighten the atmosphere, of someone else, to brighten the enviorment for yourself and others is a true blessing. Short and sweet, will be this installment, in my journel. I usually have a busy day like today, writing this helps me, and I truely hope I can assist another, Help me make it through the Night...and/or day. remember, to Keep Smiling, and best of luck, Todays date: 06-15-08, Later............ o

BEAUTIFUL, TIME TO ADOPT A FUTURESTIC WORLD VIEW, ONE UNITED MALADJUSTED POLLUTED SLIGHTLY CURSED WORLD GIVEN TO US IN THE DESSPOILERS FUTURE BECAUSE THOSE THAT CAME BEFORE US DID ENOUGH DAMAGE TO KEEP MANKIND BUSY CLEANING UP FOR YEARS AND YEARS, BLAME THE DEAD. TIME FOR EVERYONE TO UNITED PULL EVERY HEAD OUT OF EVERY ASS AND LOOK AROUND AT THE MESS WE INHERITED. i'M NOT WORRIED ABOUT SPELLING i COME CLOSE ENOUGH FOR GOVERMENT WORK. A WORLD GOVERMENT AND I'M STILL AHEAD OF YOU BECAUSE I AM A MEMBER OF THE GALACTIC ORDER OF INTELLIGENT LIFE FORMS, A PSYCHIC ATTUNED TO UNIVERSAL EMINATIONS IN CONTACT WITH HIGHER AWARENESS OR MAYBE NOT WHATEVER IT IS IT DOESN'T HURT ME OR ANYONE ELSE NOR SHALL IT EVER DEVELOPEMENT IN ALL WITH TIME AND PEACE TO GROW AND ENJOY LIFE, FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IN THE UNIVERSE AND FIRST AND FORMOST AT HOME ON PLANET EARTH, FIRST YOURSELF, THEN FAMILY, THEN COMMUNITY, AND THEN STATE, THEN WORLD AND THEN BEYOND THE SOLAR SYSTEM SOMEDAY, FOR TODAY LET US REACH A LEVEL OF ADVANCEMENT WHERE WE ALL PULL TOGETHER BEFORE THE WORLD FALLS APART, THE BIG PICTURE, CAN YOU GRASP IT, CAN YOU HOLD THAT THOUGHT, CAN YOU RELEARN WHAT IT MEANS TO BE BRAVE AND NOBLE AND TRUE TO DISTINY ??? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXNEXT,,,,,,,,,,,,NEXT,,,,,,Who's Next,,,What's Next ??????????????????????Sometimes I can get out there, my journel, my two cents, my prayer for us all, my dream of a future that is overdue, overdue should be one word. The good is overdue, all the great things promised by science, social justice, at least give life a chance. Ruling should be more than keeping the lid on things, maintaining the status quo and protecting the rich. The have nots are the majority, educate and transform, begin movement in the right dirrection, follow the light.. Maybe How about this ?? Perhaps a different color will help me change the subject, I read the news paper and watch and listen to the news, PBS is a good outfit with many well informed and intelligent host, too bad they spend so much time begging for money. They beg like bums on the street, use guilt trips, and every other type ploy, to drain you dry. And they pander to every pity seeking bunch of pathetic losers that want to share their misery with the rest of us, as if our lifes were so care free we welcome their drama. Like in the end it isn't all about selling soap and it is.Those elite few who showoff daily I wonder what they really think of those cry babies/losers/perverts, ect. ect. that they pander to everyday ? Human interest or cheap entertainment ?From one extreme to another as if normality were not worth exploring, the average person facing the world as it is not likely. At least I got off my high horse, a citizen of the cosmos. I was a homeless alcoholic for longer than many live, over forty years. Vietnam and cold war, I got a taste early in life of hell and got use to it, I more or less chose to suffer, I never sold out, they only tried to buy me once or twice. Hopefully I turned out alright I had a lot to learn as I had large gaps in my early education, gaps that native intelligence couldn't overcome. I was purposely allow to be rised up ignorant so that I could be manipulated when the time was right. Needless to say it didn't work. Boy aren't I jumping around tonight, maybe I should go to my automatic writing page as I think I shall. Humor is a quality we all have to some degree, I mean we all have a humor, just some are more light hearted, I try to be light-hearted without being stupid or a " All Day Sucker " Yuk, Yuk..See what I mean ?? No ? Oh Well. the date today is: 06-16-08...Later..

 

Purple the royal color, my nephew was taken to jail today, in Florida, a minor charge. He roughed up a cheating mechanic that insulted his girlfriend. The grease monkey called the cops and that's all it took. Make bail or stay in for awhile. Michael named after me and my brother. He will read these words probably if I mention it to him, no doubt. Stay out of jail Michael, get a bail bondsman, have one to call, you see how easy it is, to get locked up, in America. For a country that places so much on individual freedom, they don't mind depriving someone of it, for little or no reason. I will never bring any children into this world because the human race is such a mess. My sister called, left a message, said something happenned, she was upset, Michael is a model citizen self-employed furniture mover, strickly by the book, and something like this is bad for business. Temper, I know all about it, I try to be mellow, but things get my goat, as they say, way too often. What a world ? I'm thinking about how I can contribute something worthwhile I've stayed detached from humanity for the last forty years, forty years, of tramping, homeless, in and out of jails, the Starvation Army and worse. Now I'm a war hero because I finally got the i's dotted and the t's crossed so the VA gave me a check for PTSD isn't that a gas ? I was diagnosed a paranoid schizophrenic in 1970 for telling the truth, I told it to doctors, not many others, I enlisted for four years into the Marine Corp and all I wanted was out, They know what they did to me, what they put me through and that's good enough for me. It isn't surprizing I found it hard to support a system that employs monstors... Maybe the tough love was more than I could handle, you can put the blame on me now I'm past that stage in my life, World...There is reason for hope and the thanks belongs, to God Knows Who, be us all thankful for that, when I pray not everyday, I pray for us all.Time to lighten up,,Too Light.. Have you heard ,,,pTrying to find a good color to change too. Also to change the subject, this is a journel because it gives me a chance to explore what is going on in my head and what progress I've made and what I have to share. The purpose is to examine my life in an attempt to make it worthwhile. He who is happy helping others will always be happy, Ha! HA! We are all needy, in our own ways, correct ?? Well my brothers and my dears and others, tis about time, to conclude again another episope, of the life and times, of Michael Francis Gallagher, born Detroit, Michigan, 1949. Graduate of White Cloud High...

And if you can't be good, be careful..........................

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooBlue tired never a discouraging word, out West. My daily nothing, too do with anything, smart guy..Too darn smart without a doubt and further proof is all yours to see, right here, in blue and white..Baseball Cards just the facts, Detroit Tigers in town getting beat, Why things are upside down, wherever you look, not right. Why ? Whats' Wrong ? What does Detroit have anymore ? Why not a winning ball club ? My family, me, born, in Detroit.Nothing to offer, nothing to share. Whats' the worry ?Still in the business, the snook season, rolls around again, another year down the drain, no visit, no fishing, no company, no new pictures, of old places and faces....Things happen, things don't happen, Big day, for me, tomorrow. Got to get up early and go to the VA Hospital at Ft. Miley or the VA hospital named Ft. Miley, down by the ocean, and so I'm outta here, see ya soon. Mike G.

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I return, in a new manner, a truer voice perhaps, one intended for friends, to hear. One must imagine a kind and deserving audience before his best naturally comes forth. Unfortunately, with a lifetime of exposure to the lower elements, of society it becomes more difficult. Then again, if I were instead around a privledged class, of people, I might not want to write for them, at all. Who knows ? I do. I know how I feel about the rich hate might be the operative word, in this instance. At least as far as how they are treated compared with how everyone else is treated, it tends, to give the recepient, of such treatment the idea that they are better than poor people and I and God knows different. Some have used money to educate and improve themselves, polish that only a few can afford. Trash in a expensive package is still trash and visa-versa. A poor man can have better breeding, better heart and be all around a much better human being. The world is full, of examples, proving over and over again and again, money isn't everything. That being said, I'm glad to own my own PC and to have a pot and a window to throw it out of, if I cared too, understand ?Dennis J. Kucinich, to change subjects a bit, sent me a few things, in the mail, his office anyhow. I confess, to being a supporter. Being a poor white man all of my life and even though today I have a decent income I'm still far from well off. I am for American Labor and generally left wing except on a couple issues where I chose to remain old fashion. As a Vietnam Vet, I might vote for John McCain, I know, but what can you do? Gee I think that about wore me out, anyhow, I have other things to do, and as of today, I think, I have exactly ZERO readers, that I'm sure will change as all things do. At least I can't have any fewer, correct ?going, going, GONE!!! June, 21,08.... also check out my automatic writing as I added some extemporaneous examples of creativity, in the mind, of mfgallagher, more advanced if not refined, than many others, if not, again, most, understand ? Anybody ? You, there ? You, with the white underwear, not you, the one, with the clean white underwear, ya you, can't you pretent, to agree ? Thank you. Time to change colors, in honor, of Juneteenth Day. In San Francisco, I went to the affair across from City Hall, in the Civic Center and I honestly enjoyed myself, bought a present or two, for me, my sister and my neighbor, Debra. So todays Date is: June 22,2008, and a very pleasant day it is, at least for myself and some others, for that I'm happy. As I may have mentioned 10-08-49, Detroit, Michigan. Motor City, sorry I don't drive, I can and could but don't, I like the city bus, usually. And walking is good excercise, also, correct ? I also enjoyed the entertainment, alot, of Cops, more so than necessary but they like easy work too. Rather have them and not need them, than the other way around, I suppose. I just thought I'd make a quick entry, time to keep truckin, see you all Later. Peace, Love & all that good stuff, be with you.

A friend wiped out my page and I'm going to try and put it back, so there, Debra, Ha, Ha. Hee,Hee,Yuk Yuk ect. & so forth, testing, I know I won't wipe out my copies, almost.. BLUE, from auto-matic theraputic writing to this, I am eating a micro-waved ham&cheese sandwich, yum yum with milk, hopefully I'll feel more inclined to sound pleasant. The smoke from all these fires has made the sky a gray smelly thing, no doubt a foretaste, of tomorrow, when every day shall be this way, sad. And the vending machine that sold me this wantabe club sandwich ought to be un- plugged, yuk. Oh Well, I didn't want to feel that good anyhow and least I'm not hungry for awhile. I can pass along info, such as: Meetups.com, to find groups, in your area, with similar interests, try it. I haven't yet.My conselor suggest things that would or might be helpful, how about:Toastmasters ?I also never made one of their meets/groups/sessions, what have you. The Irish say writers are failed talkers, and I always thought I was a good talker, just not in front, of people, plural peoples.What else pretty bad when one has to suggest things to give some value to their writing, Oh, Well. and what happenned to my blue color ? Turn your back and see what happens.Debra says my games are working on this site, except on mine and as I don't go their I only checked up on it for, you whoever you are, I gladly take suggestions, as I mentioned, in one or another of my introductions, this is a work in progress and at the rate I progress, a few words a day should be about all I would expect if I were you. Did I mention Best Buy, Geek Squad Guy and that he got my Chat room working as it is unused you and whomever can use it in undistrubed bliss, with webcam and microphone have fun, just my humble way to give back. Speaking of which, I got a message from a friend from White Cloud, Michigan, where my family lived for a number of years and my parents are buried and that I should go back to visit. I was born in Detroit and didn't like White Cloud much or Grand Rapids for that matter, Muskegon I liked, anyhow I'll be getting in touch with her she was the little sister of a high school buddy, Frank Horvath, Barbara and as I'll tell her I said Hi in my journal, she will, hopefully check out my two cents,,,,Real Good to hear from you dear, say hi to Frank for me, I'll try you at classmates.com,,,Well world time to move along, pray for rain, not likely, to end these wild fires, I pray, it's always a good idea anyway, bye. JUNE 26,2008

Purple a royal pain, in the neck. The attack of the purple people eater, anyone purple out there ? As a unknown humorous, I'm intitled to a off day now and then. I'm going outside, which is, in my case, downtown San Francisco, hopefully when I return I'll feel better and tell you about what I found, to do, at least the air is fresh and pretty much smoke free, this will be remembered as the worse fire season ever, by me, anyhow.Wish me luck, even when I'm not feeling that good, I still thanks to growing up and/or old consideration for you, my few if any readers, today, and in that spirit, I'll return, in a better frame of mind, carry on. 06/30/08 .. This is a new day, a lighter and a brighter moment, in time, for me and therefore, us.. I feel better, thank you, for caring. Psychology is a forte, of mine.The Goodwill Store is usually rewarding today I picked up a plastic container full of beads, handy craft, kinda stuff, for making necklaces and such, to send, to relatives in Florida and I also spent some time looking around and shopping at a large Drug Store and picked up a few needed items and a gift for my nieghbor, I gave it to her already, it makes me feel good, to help another human being. I want to mention, my pyschologist, Elexie(spelling) we have a hour session, once a week. Anyhow he suggested, or it came up, in conversation, recalling dreams, and a good way to accomplish this is to have paper and pencil at hand nearby, to record whatever you recall soon after awakening. So the other night I had a vivid dream and as this doesn't happen often, I wrote quite a bit of it down.Sorry just for Elexie. Not really, but weird it was, first a event out in the sticks, Hippies then we left a guy and a girl and myself, I think we stole a truck, woo I just remembered another dream I was a outlaw and then in prison but anyhow back to this one, the truck broke down and somehow I got hold of a innertube that allowed me to float down the highway, heavy forrest along the road, then I came to a damn, I remember I was trying to get home, I might have escaped from prison because I think that was what I was dreaming before, then the whole thing got bizzare,I was on a different planet or another future time and everything was gigantic automated factories all outdoors the place was real nasty the enviorment was totally polluted and I was still floating in on top and inbetween all these plumbing like structures.All of a sudden I almost got stepped on by a dinosaur running through this nightmarish enviorment, by this time I had been having this dream for so long, I think I realized, in the dream, that I must be having a dream and therefore could wake myself up, and as I was, I did. I didn't write it out as much as now because I wanted to go back to bed, but I thought it would give me something, for my entry, and so it did. I don't want to read what I just wrote but I hope it was somewhat interesting, and with that I'm out, back to other things, talk again tomorrow, bye...

 

Sky blue, kinda, maybe ? This is for all my many friends that are too poor and homeless or in jail or prisons and will probably never know of my website and/or whatever I type unto it. Mans' inhumanity to man, they love to punish oneanother. Big business these days, they sure are good at bringing out the worst in eachother, on both sides of the law.. Anyhow I'm getting old, I'm only 58 and to many thats' not considered old, however things can prematurely effect the brain, such as alcohol, and various types of trama mental and physical and believe you me, I qualify. The good part is I forgive and forget it's easier for me today. I harbored as they say, illwill, toward those that did me wrong, which included just about everyone at one time or other. Today I mastered the ability to protect myself and am not open to such abuse although I know it still goes on all about me, and what can I do ??Do a blog, say a prayer, pass along encouragement and whatever I think might put tools in your toolbelt, I answered my own question, just like I knew I would. I care and I share, one can't share what one doesn't have and it took time to heal and time to grow, the light wasn't all that good, if you know what I mean. To become enlightened requires light and many obsticles block light and prevent growth, of the spirit as well as the mind.If it is done right ones becomes able to except reality without being a victum of the ever present negativity. It is still a daily struggle, excercise your skills, and a good way is in helping another and please remember charity begins at home, with yourself, family and friends. As the new saying goes "Think Globally, Act Locally" allow goodwill to radiate from yourself outward, once you manage to obtain it, and what a goal that would be, correct ??I hope this can be used by someone, somehow, someway. And for me, I feel abit better myself, as this is like myself a work in progress, until the next time, bye. July 1st. 2008. San Francisco, California, bye again..

 

 

Fire in the hole. Know what that means?? That something is going to blow-up and/or be fired, like a cannon or even a gun/rifle at the rifle range or wherever. My suggestion would be if you ever hear someone yell, "Fire, in the Hole" duck!! I just spent some time posting notice on "Blog-It" where I have been doing a journal for awhile. I explained my recent absence by informing my many readers, that I am now envolved elsewhere. And also gave myself a plug, for this project. Good business, as I practise my writing skills and try to pass along something worthwhile/ humorous/ whatever pretty much depending on the stars, not really.A kind word, one at least, that is what hopefully will add some value to my writing. A lot of people get better with age and with that in mind as a 49er, 1949, I am ready, to be a nice guy, good fella, Ace in the Hole and etc.etc. I hope I can be of real help, to real people, beyond saying a prayer. Hopefully my talent as a writer will afford me that opportunity. I probably should have spell check but hurray, I found my Websters Dictionary, today. To be accurate the"Merriam-Websters Dictionary." I like it, as you can tell, maybe, take my word. It wouldn't have gotten lost if I didn't pile clothes on top, of it, Oh Well.Well friends and strangers, friendly strangers, one and all, the same applies, and that is I do not want to waste your time and I don't feel like trying to be smart or entertainning, and so Goodnite Folks, catch you on the rebound, bye.Clap, clap, clap, Well Hey, if you really want more, clap, clap, clap, Oh stop it, you'll spoil me, no really. OK I'm not out of gas yet, time for one more hilarious outburst of genius. Ready ? Got your umbrella ??Living in San Francisco, is like one anecdote after another. I ride the Muni City Bus everyday, and you can hardly beat it for free laughs, for a all day job, I can see where it would get to some bus drivers, as it does,and these bus drivers end up pretty nutty themselves. I always check out the drivers as well as the passengers for trouble, however today went fairly well. I ride the bus part way with a lot of older and young Chinese they crowd into the bus in a rush and pack themselves in real good, but they are polite and the least likely to cause offense. Can't say that for the projects passengers, some of those young black kids are to put it nicely roughish and foul mouthed, loud and disrespectful, the tip of the ice-burg. However, the cops are around, as are drunks, mental cases and people that never shower and all the rest of us, trying to get somewhere. I count my blessings everyday as everyone should, because God Loves Them, and people like me are willing to love you, spiritually, alright, and with that I'll really let it go, so until the next installment, be good, and goodbye. Julu 2nd. 2008.

Happy 4th of July, BANG,BANG,BOOM !!! Orange to remember all my brothers, in jails and prisons, in this more so everyday POLICE STATE, every year, people gather, down my the Bay to watch the fire works and year after year the fog rolls in, so that all they end up seeing are different colored clouds, so rather than do that I'm here doing this, but I can hear them and if I were to go up on the roof, of this apartment bldg. I could probably see as much as anyone, must be getting old, a bitter old burnt-out shadow of my former self and yet I wouldn't have it any other way. This as weak and close to nothing as possible to get and still be something, is still more well spent time than watching colors in the night sky, to celebrate freedom that's a figment of the imagination at best. I fought in Vietnam only to learn about the CIA and the Cold War and that I was free to stay poor, if I wanted to be someone I had to be a fake like the rest of the country.. I thought I'd share that celebrating my freedom. I hope I did some good for this country by staying true to myself, as someone once said. Not a fore father, I'm sure, at least of the Indian Land. High time for this country to admit it isn't any different than any other collection of human beings, no better and no worse. I'm getting older I want to think well, of my country and her people, I try to be nice every day. I just wish others would try being nice more often, Oh Well, that's my 4th. of July journal entry, it wasn't a bad day, I hope many had a better day, holidays are better for people with families, and again remember Charity begins at HOME..until tomorrow, goodnight...

Dark Green, Happy 5th. of July, 2008, the day Michael Francis Gallagher got some family pictures back on his website, also I noticed a place for visitors to check in, as this is my first ever website and it was put together for me by my nieghbor, basically all I do is this, practice writing and recording a few thoughts and teaching whatever I think important, some readers no doubt could teach me, however after a lifetime of growth I hope this is more than a ego trip. I never have had that problem. It amases me how much ego there is and can be within one person. I have heard it compared to buildings, where one person may have the ego of a cabin or small house, another might have a ego compared to a sky scraper or something of that nature. I can see where being born rich and being treated like royalty could have that effect on a person. I have studied psychology and am familiar with the concept"A person, is the product, of their enviorment" and so they are. So being poor growing up and not encouraged to be other than average had it's effect, on me. Little did I expect the shock those AssHoles played on me in the Marine Corp/CIA with the Cold War as an excuse for driving me crazier than I already was. I remain humble probably with good reason, I was an alcoholic at an early age, before I knew what the word meant. Well I finally quit drinking for a couple years and hopefully I'm getting myself together, not on a high level just good enough for me.I feel sorry for the human race, they have been killing themselves forever and continue unabated, plus they constantly shot themselves, in the foot. Such a bunch of pathetic fuck-ups. They had to invent a Devil to blame for their own dark side.The human-race won't cop to having a darkside, on a small scale, individuals, or, on a large scale, Governments/Big Business, etc. And so as Dale C."Win Friends and Influence People". him, what he said, " any fool can, complain, criticize and condeme, and most fools do." My father was an old man when I was born, that is part, of what made me different, what he said was, " you can't put a old head, on young shoulders" so when I was young, I was aware, of my handicap as far as knowledge was concerned, and I still am. Big Brothers' got a hell of a job and a great deal of responsibility and he's welcome to it. Something like that shouldn't be forced on anyone, the age of miracles is over, form now on it's about doing what is best for the entire planet and all inhabitants thereon. Don't wait to long to stop selling guns and start planting seeds.Remember to keep your chin up and the power, of faith. With that I'm done for today. Be good and/or safe, bye.

How about yellow, the sun is yellow, this thick, dence yellow can be read easily enough, right ? No ? How about this, ?? Pretty, however my main desire is to be readable in every aspect, including being able to see what I write.So, Purple ought to do the trick ? Can you hear me now ??Vuendeavva !!! German for wonderful .Spelling in English is hard enough for me, I won't try to pretend I can spell anything in German, Alfrieedastain.. Back to business. Big Brother comes in many different forms especially for someone like myself, I respect every Big Brother, although the type is not me, to get to the top of any human endeavor requires talent. I consider myself a thoughtful poet, that's why I didn't make the best Marine and never considered becoming a lifer, with them, although because of the trouble they gave me, they stuck with me, in some form or fashion ever sinse. Everybody's got a hand in the Marine Corp game, there's more to it than meets the eye and not all of it pretty. They reflect society as little regard as they claim to have for it, their orders come from without. Anyhow there are worse things, individual honor can be developed in there, but it helps if you bring some along, to bootcamp.It took a long time for me to get over the experiences I had while a member, of the Marines. And as I consider myself a good person and know that I've tried to grow and learn and do the right thing and if unsure to do nothing, I'm good at that. My humor is an asset, I prefer feeling good and now that I can do that without alcohol helps me function as a responsible adult, hurray. A little over a year ago I finally got enough money to live on while addressing my psychological problems, gee thanks, better late than never, I hope some still fear me, a loose cannon, with pen, in hand.They sure played overkill with me, putting me out of commission for forty years.Think you toughened me up enough, yet??? Gee, I hope so, I'm done beating myself up, that's all I know.Just because I didn't want to be loved, didn't mean I wanted, to be treated like public enemy #1. Either all or nothing, what a choice, just break me off enough to enjoy being alive and I'll find whatever I can do best to return the favor, that's how my mind works, sorry you don't like it USA society. You would rather spent sixty thousand dollars a year keeping me locked up, it's OK by me, I like to read and play cards, so f-you. I hope this helps my brother from elsewhere or when. Have a goodnight, this is my journal entry for:07/08/08 and with that I'll bid ado to you..

Mad Mad World, full of mad madness, and speaking of such, I am having problems with this site adding and keeping it together, my helper isn't much help, unfortunately, sorry to say.7/9/08 let me try to upload this, see you later. Not only

not only does this not work I just wasted an hour trying this is not working my theraphy is backfirering, mad, mad world I'm seeing red, not the first time I prefer blue, gee wess, sorry I know you probably weren't expecting a great deal, I can't get on the internet and I'm having problems with Dreamweaver the program I use in writing my journal. Hopefully my friend Debra is helping from her end, she is so highstrung, I reached a limit with her over here, she scolds me like I was a retarded child. And I can do without that. Sooner or later I'll find someone knowledgable that is easier to work with, in the meanwhile I can write because that's what I do, however skillful I may be is a matter of opinion I'm sure of myself and my insight and that is all it takes. We are born alone and we die alone and it's you and God for eternity, think about that for today. A people pleaser I consider shallow, the deeper one travels inward toward the light, on the other side, the less important this temporary existance becomes whether there is personal awareness beyond death or not the boundaries, of this life are easy to see, if one pulls their head out of their ass, Karma will follow you beyond the grave, thats' what I believe. Thats' why I want to discover love and share that love for life and the universal struggle all life faces, in sustaining existance.The 9th. of July, 2008, what a wonderful time, to thank God, for everything, if everything resides within nothing or visa-versa it still is something very impressive. And to be able to help Life succeed in the battles with extinction to help life pleases God, this I also believe. Mans opinion changes like the weather hopefully time shall prove my sincerity, as in Sincerely Yours, Mike F. Gallagher. Doing something like this puts things in perspective, a hard day once in awhile, when things don't go the way you'd like is nothing but a Meatball, compared with the deeper truths that illuminate our lives. Correct ? Well, hopefully tomorrow, I'll be able to upload this load, Ha, Ha. and the internet will again be mine to explore, did I mention the video I made and haven't been able to upload, yet, Oh Well. Goodnight everyone, may the force be with you. send me pictures, anyone, anytime of any type, perferably Gallaghers' or kin. Another rather difficult day, rough around the edges, so to speak.. I overdid some medication last night and the after effects followed me into this otherwise normal day.And I'm still not online. Thanks Debra, whenever you get a chance to read this

Greetings, Love, as an Englisher might say, to anyone, and I can be as nice as a Limey, Lime colored Slime. Actually I feel much better today, my PC is back online, and everything appears in harmony. Joy to the world. For four days today being number four, I was unable to log onto the internet, frustrating, today I feel wonderful and I also have a fire-wire connected and in a few I'll upload my first one hour home movie, San Francisco being my home. I do think a lot of San Francisco, some of it pretty good. To damn with faint praise is saying it beats, White Cloud, Michigan, where my family moved to from Detroit, in 1958, and where I managed to graduate from high school. A major reason for me joining the Marines, I was ready to kill to get out of that town, actually I didn't think much at all about anything, not entirely my fault. Anyhow I just wanted to explain my brief absence to anyone that may have noticed.If I love to write a little now and then I'm happy to have this, to shout unto forth hear my words in your mind and rejoice at the voice at your command and at hand to set afire the old dry stuff after the smoke and the heat, life shall be again and time is ripe for new life upon this planet the voice of the cosmic muse, one amoung many attuned to eternal vibrations forever young. Bye for now, I'm about to see how I did with my first handicam, until next time, Goodnight.. for 07/13/08

But seriously, time to show abit more style in my journal writing. Today, actually night, 11:36 PM, I come to you live, from my tiny apartment, Honestly I haven't felt great today, I ran out of ulcer medication a couple of days ago, to add to my problems. Also my Lexapro, mood mellower, hasn't been working as well as I'd like, I must admit to being a little cranky at times, however as I live and go about my business alone, I'm mostly the only one aware of the fact. A few people think well of me and I appreciate that very much. I certainly lived without that for most of my life, even if it wasn't a goal, it would have helped if a few people around me, were aware of my suffering, for my principles. God surely knows and that has always been of utmost importance, to me. I don't like smoke blown up my Ass, someone telling me how great I am, because of the motives envolved, in such BullPoop. I got so tired trying to get my first video uploaded that now that it's ready, I'm out of the mood, there's that Mood, again. I like President Bush, and I support McCain, I'm a Irish, Vietnam Vet, I was a bush Marine, that means out in the bush chasing Gooks, as we called them at the time, I didn't take to killing as much as some, however I was there and did my duty. However as young and dumb as I was, in the back of my mind knew something wasn't right, and Boy was I right. The chicken shit head games the Marine Corp played on me after and while returnning from Vietnam made me want out of the Marines at any cost, with my personal honor if not theirs. History will prove me correct, my personal flaws, I'll admit too.But I was never as cruel as the USMC/Cia?/KKK/ and whoever else had a shot at me, before they finally let me request a discharge for the Good of the Service.This police state this country is becoming might be necessary when things really start falling apart. Just remember I'm on Gods side whoever and wherever and I'm on the side of the future. I prefer my privacy, thank you, my prayers are heard I hope and even though certain parts of this country suck, most of it doesn't and for that, the rest of my life I'll go on trying to be my best, for all of our sakes, and with that I shall conclude another two cents worth of Mike Gallagher, White Cloud High School, Graduate, Ahmen and Good Bye. PS, How do you like me now? Swords to Plowshares..

I like this color, how about you ? I finally got a fire installed and some video from my Handy Cam uploaded, stick around and hopefully soon you will be able to watch and hear me as I endeavor to make films around these parts. I bought some prilosec, stomach medication, because I ran out of what the VA gives me and I missed my last appointment, so I was out and not feeling well. I had a good day today, I shot about an hours worth of film in and around Union Square. I'm just about ready to sleep, I just wanted to check in, someone or two nice folks might be interested. For the sake of the good, I do, I know your out there. The kind hearted, those that think of others first, in life. As a alcoholic I know how sad life can be, sometimes when we try to make life one big party it becomes one big nightmare. We have enough time to grow up and change what we can for ourselves and others. I'm going to e-mail some video and try to get some uploaded here ASAP, tomorrow I have another hours worth of film, to use. I'll try to get some attractive scenes, people and places, and/or interesting.It souldn't be hard to find material to video around San Francisco, I live in Yerba Beuna Commons, and there is a Yerba Beuna Gardens, park and it isn't common at all, very classy as a matter of fact, in my opinion anyway. Well bye for today, just wanted to touch base, it's good to have a base, to touch, isn't it ? Until next time "Happy Trails"...July 18,2008..PS HI !! Florida....

Another day, OK, I missed a day or two, today is July 22, same year, as before. I'm getting ready for my weekly visit to my phychologist, Elexi, I think I'll fuck with him this is almost it one more after today and then someone else. I don't know how healthy that is for me, not healthy, would be my guess.So fairwell, don't talk to your teachers about me or the CAI. All the secrets I so trustingly revealed you say and act like a professional and I enjoyed our visits and wish you many years of success and happiness, I'm sure if that is possible in this world while dealing with reality fulltime, you'll be the one, to overcome and thrive. I haven't been feeling like writing or much of anything else. However my life suits me and I'm hopefull for recoverery after forty years of shit.. Thanks to all that have helped me and to hell with all those who shit on me, if I didn't mean the first I couldn't forgive the second group, so there we are I'm off..BYE..

What color is this ? Can you see it, good enough, this is still 22 of July and I'm back for awhile, there, now I'm back.This is the time for me to decide how much I want to partiscipate in this life. Now for the first time I can do so,on my terms. I don't like the system or state very much, i strongly dislike elements consisting of large segments of society including both extremes, the pathetic and the privledged elite and many between these groups. I have not knowingly brought forth any life for a good reason I think life corrupts the soul just as pollution has created a foul physical enviorment, mankind has fouled the spiritual atmosphere, even someone that has given up persuit of earthly gain in search of knowledge and/or enlightenment my reward is my peace of mind.And I know many out there would try and rob me of that, misery loves company and the vast majority are living lives of quiet despairation, as someone said, English I think, the same applies today humanity doesn't evolve like science every generation arrives empty headed preprogramed with only the basic servival mechanisms the rest is learned behavior and IQ as Lifespan hasn't and probably won't change that much. One theory I remember reading is called the death factor. The condensed version would go like this, " aperson is limited to his or her lifespan and therefore can only assimulate so much information and/or wisdom and that explains history repeating itself and many other unfortunate characteristics.The French a older society than ours have a saying " to understand all, is to forgive all " certainly worthy of thought.So hurray for me fuck everyone else. That is not how I want to be remembered, however being dirt poor most of my life has placed me in many unpleasant situations, I heard a comic say as long as you can beg enough to eat your not poor compared to places where everyone is broke and hungry. This to me wasn't funny and good reason to dislike the simple minded majority, they who find it easier to remain stupid and give up on personal growth, in any dirrection. The top of the animal kingdom for now, cause for alarm, for all other life forms, on the planet and honestly, not very lovable.Well again the end of another two or three cents worth of MF Gallagher, the anti-hero, the mister average man, living in a distrubed kettle of fish. Still trying to decide or deciding not to decide anything without the total picture that this piss-ant shall no doubt ever glimpse not without a top top top ect ect security clearance and as the government is so untrustworthy of me that should indicate a equal distrust in them/they the invisable man behind the scenes the spies and spy masters the brain banks and their what ifs games all the gangs and games that mankind engages in. I am a thinker, a one man band, give me my cave or my cabin in the woods or give me a big city to live in quiet reflection observing all types as they go about their business, remember I am not a hater. I include all life on earth, in this prayer, I pray for betterment for life in all manner and with that I'll say goodnight, I hope someone or two can enjoy or benefit from sometyhing I say. One last closing thought my conselor surprised me today, I'll meet his replacement next week at our last session and he chose her out of several canidates, to be his replacement, I put in a few lines ahead of our appointment today refering to the fact. I also said he was a nice guy and he prove me right, over and above the call of duty, thank you, Elexi..Bye.

What ? Back off nigger. Did I use the n-word. What sounds dumber nigger or n-word ? Oh Well, I'm not black and if you noticed I leave that alone, as the Mexicans say no my problem..cc,we,we.Anyhow Good mornning, Thursday the day after yesterday the day before tomorrow, ans 8.40 AM. There are several reasons why MF Gallagher stayed out of politics one reason is I never had any interest in it, two I don't lie well and don't like it also, if you need any more reasons make them up yourself you'll probably be right. I do like everybody at least I try if someone is giving me the evil eye or appears out to lunch I admit to avoiding. Other than that I'm what they call nice, that doesn't make me your sucker, the way some humans think is unusual, to I.Later I got stuff to do,bye..

Mike Gallagher is about Love, please remember that, as I myself must remind myself, there's nothing better. I must excercise my capacity for love to show love for my fellow man. For a rough gruff old veteran of this, that and the other. Love sustained me for behind me and above me and all around me love played a vital role. My search for the light within and without, in this life was more important than anything else. When one grows older it is easier to admit weakness and I have that weakness I don't have to be loved but I have to have something, or someone to love. A higher power can be that source, of love. But my higher power wants me to love his/her creation as well.As I grow, in life, I learn the importance of things. I try to leave people feeling better than when I meet them or at least I let them know that is what I'd like to do. All people, as I have had emotional problems associated with alcohol and stress it took awhile to reach that goal and now it requires practise everyday to keep and build upon the foundation based on goodwill toward one and all. And so that is my message for today. Excercise your heart, your kindness and consideration, to gain strenth, in that most important part, of your system. Set inner strenth and love as a goal, to strive for all life long, for peace of mind and to benefit those around you in this world, and with that thought I'll close again for today, July, 25th., 2008. BYE..

How's this color ?? A first, not many choices, different shades though. It is still the 26th. Saturday the 26th. of July. I was mistaken when I thought the date was the 25th. earlier, when I wrote the above entry, in red. Time to a lonely older male, slips by unmarked and unremarkable, in my eyes. A new day, much like any other day, the joy, of the moment has left. Living that way is immature, to say the least. The thrill of the moment. To hell with the consequencews, right ? Wrong !! When the rush is over, reality is always waiting to collect the price. Hidden cost tend to show up when the partys' over.Take it from someone that was caught up in that lifestyle, escape from reality.. Well friends reality can be tolerated and even enjoyed, learn to value a clear head, value your sobriety. And relearn how to think positively and to plan work and play. Organize your priorities.The world will provide, trust God and yourself. I try to add worth to my site this way. I hope my words will help someone someday, it's nice to be NICE, remember that much, bye again..

What I can do, for you. Mankind sucks, they come forth into life knowing how to suck and suck they do, throughout their lifespans they continue sucking up air and water sometimes tobacco and just about everything they touch gets sucked up. Mankind must produce vast amounts of energy, to supply enough power for their sucking. Cars suck, airplanes suck all manufactured products suck to create and suck to operate. The intake, that which is sucked must be released, if not a explosion would occur, and the stink of that exhaust, fouls the very atmosphere, of the planet, further proof of just how much mankind sucks.Literally. Those who manage to survive into old age know, after a long bit of observation, just how much people can suck, by just being natural born assholes. Ofcourse I figured this out rather young thanks, to my excellent education, in that area. I enlisted into the Marines and was mistreated by my own country after serving in Vietnam, because I wanted to be a Hippy when I got back.We can choose what kind of people we want to become. At least I thought so at the time, however if poor even in a prosperous country, is still a life of shit.Except for someone blessed with good health and good karma. Money can't buy good karma and that is why I'm glad I never sold out, to the system. I value the rights of the individual and so should you. It might be you they through in prison next, court appointed lawyers, the entire system is geared to protect the rich from everyone else. My dad was born in the 1800s' toward the end. However that gave me a different outlook on when people are at their best. Don't rush me, sorry about your luck, I hope persecuting me for over 40 yrs. has made a example of not going along with the program. I'll laugh in heaven, thank you. I know good people come in all colors and speak all languages, even rich and poor. However remember the sucking part and all governments suck.The backward thought that prevails in America, remember the majority are stupid, easily snowed morons but what politician is going to express that fact. Conformists by nature, peer pressure and the status quo equals more of the same. The price that must be paid to be truely free is one few choose to pay. The truth shall set you free, free yourself of illusions and wishful thinking and except that you have been screwed, along with me. What wonderful theraphy, I thought it time to give a little more, keep thinking, until tomorrow, bye.. Waist not, want not.. Today I said goodbye, to a person that was my counselor for a few months, Elexi. As a representitive of the human race he was and is a kind and caring person, at least he fooled me. I want to think he was for real with me, either way he was nice. Today I met his replacement breifly a beautiful Island young lady.Philippino, I believe.Whatever, I like girls, however I'm pretty old and shes' still in school. Needless to say I can't expect much and I don't someone to talk to that listens has value. And we all could use that. Needless to say I have been troubled ever since the service and before that my dad died and blah, blah blah. Anyhow back to Elexie, he said I was a sweetheart, with anger issues, but basically a nice guy. So if he had me fooled, then I had him fooled, hopefully we were both honest, as I've said before, I prefer to be honest. I picked this color today, I think it is the first time for a pinkish shade. I don't think of myself as overly tough but I usually stay away from pink. It looks good on the girls and I think of it that way, usually.Today is Tuesday the 29th. of July, 2008. And I am living in that wonderful city by the Bay, San Francisco. I've been through some hard times in this city, homeless, drunk and even sent to prison from here. I came here to get help as I was told there were people here that would help someone like myself, but as a white, straight, able bodied male. It took twenty three years to win my PTSD claim, as a combat vet, that also became a Hippy or tried too, nobody went out of their way to help me here. I almost died three or four times, SFGH has my records and I was also railroaded to prison for assault even when the black dude said I didn't touch him on the stand, Thats' why I hate the legal system, they did the same thing to me in Michigan. To say nothing of Camp LeJewn, N. Carolina..God knows I've been honest my whole life with a few exceptions.Millions of people in prison and billions of dollars paid to baby sit the vast majority of those harmless misfortunates victums of America justus and court appointed lawyers. This may be theraputic but as daddy said nevr put anything on paper too late now daddy, your advice pretty much sucked anyhow, it just made me paranoid, he knew he was dieing, he'd say you can't put a old head on young shoulders, but he could have told me something, set up by your own daddy is what Michael Francis Gallagher was, but daddy sure was right about my fellow man. I had a great mama and as daddy'd say, I never went hungry. So with the last part of my life I'll be a worthwhile citizen this bullshit life I lived sucked out a lot of energy. and the time I've done hasn't helped me learn much except how to do time, how to do my own number. I'm not weak I had a point to prove and it took a lifetime to make, I could have been a team player but that didn't happen, the world missed out and I missed out, blame me all you want. God knows the truth, look what you have for a president and who's likely to be the next one, you stupid assholes couldn't resist fucking with me could you Cia/Marines your masters are evil, I knew that when I was 20..Thanks for not killing me. San Francisco is two/faced like the rest of this country, they killed Lenny Bruce, free speech. I not vulgar myself, however I'm all for honesty and liberty, big money is always conserative, right ?? Too controvertial, my spellings not the best, you understand I'm sure. Let's not get the natives restless, lets not introduce any uncontrolable elements into the mix, his shit might be contageous, see, I can see both sides to every issue, isn't that nice ??Big Brother, God hear my prayer, forget whatever childish curse I may have uttered, when a emotional wreck and take care of us, your earth bound children. Thank you..

George Orwell, Orwelian is a one word discribtion of my early life, rised in a controled enviorment and manipulated, purposely left ignorant and allowed to develope a inferiority complex from being underprivedged and ignored. And then I'm in the middle of the cold war,"whether I like it or not" it took a lot, to convince the man I wasn't prepared, didn't think myself worthy and distrusted the motives of those spooks with their mind games.Time has presented me the opportunity to record my side of events that occurred at that time but I will not give details just the general idea. I'm sorry I let my side down, but at the time I didn't have a side, and really still don't. The whole experience has made me a loner, a reader, a thinker and hopefully a kind hearted person, but unattached to any special interest, except mother earths and the future of mankind. I'm asking the Gallagher Clan, to help me learn of my father, I know he loved Ireland, and was a good man. I'm 58 thats' how long its taken me to recover enough to speak for myself. Behind the news me and many others live and act and do the best we can with what we have, usually, I'll admit anger on my part, a lot of people didn't want me to succeed but now I feel a measure of success and want to move on and support progressive people my next step is in that dirrection. I am a humorist of sorts, one with a dry humor, Irish/Austrian, born Detroit, 1949. I did my duty in Veitnam and am a Catholic, Democrat. And last but not least love my country. With that I'm out for today, God willing we'll have more time together, bye.

Hello Everybody, someday when I am discovered maybe a hundred years from today,08/02/08, I'll be required reading in some socialist state system where equality rules over the liberty of the rich and all Gods' children are treated equal at least in the education department more schools less prisons teachers should make as much as prison guards anyhow, in that beautiful future.Ugly is as ugly does and actions speak louder than words that is why I suffered and went to prison and jails I let myself be treated this way because I wanted to prove my point. If only a luckey few benefit from society and the rest are victumised by it who wins. They spend a lot to keep your attention off what's going on around you, open your eyes and observe the controls on you the restrictions the rules guiding your every move, the forms, the licences, more and more every year your rights become privledges and so on and so forth. and yet they won't take care of business, enviorment, public health, social programs for those in great need of help, family support and so on...They love to punish they hate to give, they love war, they hate to talk. and just who is they, the majority rules. you tell me, thats just how I see it. and believe me I could have taken a easier route through life, I had a ticket to ride, God knows and the cia knows and now you know, thats how much I gave for us all, but as I said I'll get my reward by trying to help now that I think I can, I feel the doubt, in you. or maybe it's coming from me, as I said the majority, in this this country has been screwed and don't know who to trust, that's why I'll stay poor and work quietly, my prayers are with the majority, you can do it..

Green again ?Correct you are this shall be typed in the color green, well a shade of green, one that is easy to read and/or see. Attack I advance to reach and overcome my objective, the object of my desire, your body, mind and spirit and last but not least your heart.With that as a goal I proceed, only to discover I might as well be broke and homeless once again because reaching out requires attracting attention and I've spent most of my life, keeping a low profile, a social non-partisipant, the quiet loner with the exception of drunken blackouts where I attracted the police, and no doubt distrubed the peace, sorry, society. I fought in Vietnam, only to return to be treated like crap.I suppose I should be thankful for the education and the tough love and in a way I am. I am against the idea of abortion. Human life all human life is cheapened when it is treated in that fashion. Let me think anything else, I think each human being should help each other become better human beings. To be truely human requires knowledge of some concepts and practise like language, everything must be learned. To allow ignorance to florish is to invite doom. There is no reason today why everyone shouldn't be expected to develope their full potential, allow mutual enlightenment be the next step in human evolution. Imagine the change in priorities, from gathering wealth, to gathering knowledge and with time wisdom. Enough to elevate the human condition, to conquer darkness with the light of education. To learn to appreciate learning more about history. Well you get the point, anything we learn is valuable and enriches our lives. With that I'm out for today, August 4th. 08. Take good care, wherever, whenever you are, Bless You, Bye.Hi Sister, Patricia, and nephew Michael Martin, and niece, Trisha and her daughter, Katey, my love to you all, family, stay in touch, ado.

Well, they again...How about jail-house orange. Those whom I'm supposed to trust pulled a switch on me. My new conselor that I was introduced to last week, a young college student a Phillipino no less, became a older Chinese lady thats' been working at the clinic for a long while. I thought that thought I would be too much and/or inconsiderate, although she came up with a story. As I said I was expecting someone else anyone thats worked there for any time I'm sure talks to her fellow psychs. and so I gave them something to talk about. I didn't spend any time trying to win her over I just gave her my story, as is my "proclivity"....I was trying to think of that word earlier today. I have a proclivity to get high/drunk, etc, or did when I was young. after today I might be tempted to indulge in something. I don't like my head being fucked with, professionals have and I hated it as I was supposed too. I realize no matter how good I become, my chances of changing the world are as good as yours, not very. and even though my suffering has been noted, it still won't change anything beyond me. Unless I harp on it and I'm not that way. Enough cry babies already, everybody wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die. so if it hasn't killed you yet be quiet and thankful. That's what I say. That is why certain meetings annoy me, with the "can you top this rant" miss me with that shit.Do the best you can with what you have and stand on your own feet, I tried for over 40 years with a severe disability and I don't belong in the same bag as those just out for themselves.If you need a hand, look at the end of your arm, as some say.Never complain, never explain, another valuable thought, I hope, to help someone, in some way. I admit that I like people, life is too short to hate. try to bring out the best in yourself and your fellow man. Why not, right ? and with that I'm out again, Bless You, Good Night. Aug.5th. 2008..

GREETINGS EARTH, I come in peace, looking for a good time. No problems, please, I thank you, in advance. I have observed you from afar and have deemed you worthy and capable of all manner of amusements. I shall in return offer my blessings and goodwill a fortunate transaction for all envolved, I so dearly hope. On this day, the time here in San Francisco, California, USA, 94107 is 2:55 AM, on: 08/08/08 a wonderful time to say hello to the world again, from my humble apartment in the fine city of San Francisco, blessed with a vibrant Chinese community and many other groups of folk, representing all manner of man from this beautiful planet, earth. I'm a little tired and a little high, my spirit is free and my heart yearns for love and that is good. I am strange enough to be an alien, a different type of poet, unclassified. That my friends is fine with me, mystery is good and the world holds much mystery, to say nothing of time and space, etc., etc. Anyhow my Blessings, my Prayers are with all of mankind, in the end hopefully, with Gods' help all will be well, and with that again, ado.

Blue again, this is a nice shade, of blue, don't you agree. That's an old salesmanship strategy, start off by saying things that the listener will be agreeable with.Get those affirmations going, we all need positive energy right ? Well then, buy this and you will own your very own positive energy, to apply at any time, any place. Just imagine how great it will be, or don't. Sorry, not much going on upstairs tonight. Just checking in with myself, maybe someday, I'll have an idea just who my readers may be. The Phillipino Parade and gathering was today in San Francisco, I had my camera, Canon Power Shot A-460, a digital, nice little camera, so I was prepared and took a few pictures and had a good time. I like and enjoy free entertainment and this is a good town for that. Like I was saying, I had a long busy day and now I'm just doing my duty, and passing along my goodwill. I have a feeling things will be getting better for all of us, in this country and this world. I am ready to learn how best to become something good for myself and everyone else, or die trying, right ? At least I can pray, right ? More positive energy, again, right ?? todays 08-09-08, goodnight.

Here we are, watching the 2008 Olympics, from China ? The opening ceremonies were spectacular, the whole event is very impressive, is it not ? It's quarter to 12:AM so they're under way as I type these lines, as it's about 12:PM tomorrow there, speaking for everyone, why not, I find it very good entertainment, and even moving emotionally. Good Luck planet earth, I hope we get our shit together, in all areas of human endeavor, as well as it is done with sports.For whomever avails themselves of my journal allow me to bid a fond welcome, even to those with motives of a questionable nature, such as keeping tabs on a possible unfriendly, that for some include everyone not on the payroll and even a portion of those, am I right ? I chose to be harmless, a ambasador of the future only asking my fellow man to work toward a brighter tomorrow for all our mutual betterment. Well, I've had a busy day and will watch a bit more tv, before calling it a day, and so my friends, peace, love and happiness, unto us all, goodnight.

Another addition for another day/night, I've been doing this prior to calling it a day, and so now here in San Francisco it is 11:Oclock PM on the 13th. of August same year as yesterday. Greetings !! I am in the process of learning to upload videos, I have a webcam and handicam. I have met with some success and a equal amount of failures, I've only had or been around a PC for a little over a year, I tried a class at city college but didn't like it, so I try to figure things out for myself as I do with everything else. That is no doubt why there are so many holes in my knowledge, of the world and how it works, in most areas. I know how people are, somewhat, I have studied psychology and watched for 58 years, Vietnam and the Marine Corp, helped open my eyes and develope a personal interest, in the fate of humanity. I am very human with many flaws, I was aware of that, I probably didn't give myself enough credit. However I like being human and being true to myself. God is a mystery, to entuit a higher power is easy for me as there are so many things I don't understand. To move toward the light is right, enlightenment shall prevail with a few words everyday, I practise being a worthwhile human being. This is good theraphy and I sincerely hope I may assist another someday, someway. I am humble for good reason, there are too many ego trippers in this country and probably everywhere else. I have the time and opportunity for the first time in my life to honor my mother and father, however they are gone and in heaven so in their memory because I loved them both very much, I will take up my pen in the cause of peace, love and harmony, better late than never, even though God knows I tried, today I'm a finished product, and today my faith is restored. With that I conclude with a fond goodnight

HORRAY, I AM RETURNED, AND THAT IS REASON, TO REJOICE, TRUST ME,

The Date. Sept. 18th. 2008.....Purple the royal color I'll do more later asw it is 1:30 in the afternoon and San Francisco awaits me, the sun is out and so should I be..A new chapter, I'll add. . What ?? Greetings, ALL CAPITALS, CAPITAL IS A GOOD WORD, USED AS AN ADJECTIVE, DON'T YOU AGREE, WELL THIS IS A NEW CHAPTER, ON 9/20/08.. NOT A GREAT DEAL ON MY MIND I JUST WANT TO SEE IF I CAN UPLOAD THIS UNTO MY SITE, AS YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED ANY THAT MAY CARE OR NOT. I HAVE BEEN GONE AND MY SITE UNCHANGED FOR ABOUT A MONTH, EARTH TIME. MY LAST ENTRY SEEMED LIKE A GOODBYE NOTE, WELL THAT WAS NOT MY INTENT, HOWEVER IT ENDED THAT WAY FOR AWHILE. I AM GROWING OLDER IF NOT SMARTER, SLOWING DOWN, I NEED SOMETHING TO CONNECT ME TO YOU THE WORLD BEYOND MY SKULL AND SO HERE I AM .HOPEFULLY I CAN BRING GOOD TIDINGS, I DO LIKE CHRISTMAS, DON'T YOU ? I AM LEFT WING WITH A FEW EXCEPTIONS AND THOSE ARE ENOUGH TO EXCLUDE ME FROM MOST, OF THE CROWD. OH WELL A LONER SUCH AS I SHOULD NOT CARE AND I DO NOT.I STILL DO NOT KNOW WHO TO VOTE FOR IN NOVEMBER. I'M LEANING TOWARD THE WHITE GUY.WELL IT'S 12;40 SATURDAY AFTERNOON SO I SHOULD BE OUT AND ABOUT SAN FRANCISCO, BRINGING JOY AND SUNSHINE, I SHOULD SMILE MORE, NOW THAT THE VA HAS GIVEN ME BACK ONE, THANKS BY THE WAY,I HOPE THIS GETS ON MY SITE, LETS SEE,BYE. .NEXT DAY/NIGHT, SUNDAY 21st. of Sept. 2008..........Too tired, I'll just say Hi !! LATER.

On the third day, came forth upon the planet, three days after the most recent reincarnation, of MF Gallaghers' Journal, that is. There came forth whatever I come up with next, are you not interested ? I say unto you you of so little gullability, " relax, be fruitful and have fun " whether the end is near or far off, our time is the present. The magic I bestow shall grant thee, a blessed respite from the tedious mundane, everyday mixture of lies and promises that is fed you elsewhere. To ignore such garbage is a skill that requires training and a professional instructor such as, I.To separate the wheat from the chaff, requires the fore-knowledge that 99% of it is going to be CHAFF...This is lesson number one and is enough for the first day. Beyond that, allow me to take a moment or two, for something else.Well now I started some food, perhaps I'll continue while it cooks and afterward when I'm oooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmGOOD #1.

THE BENEFITS, OF THE SIMPLE LIFE, BY CHOICE OR NOT.HUMOR IS A KEY THAT CAN UNLOCK THE DOOR TO CONTENTMENT.AS ALL THINGS PASS, OUR SPIRITS POWERED BY POSITIVE JOYFUL ENERGY AS LOVE,, SHALL FIND A WAY.GOOD DAY, GOOD PEOPLE, OF PLANET EARTH. REMEMBER CHARITY BEGINS AT HOME....PEACE. 10 pm same day I have a women that does things her way on my site. So don't blame me for lack of progress the choices are pretty much hers, I control what I write and that is enough for me, although I wish she were easier to work with, all my fault I'm sure. Never complain, never explain, a bit of wisdom I picked up in San Francisco, anyhow just adding two cents before I call it a day, nice being alive on planet earth with you, at the moment, peace...

Love,Love,Love......CAPITALS ARE EASIER TO READ, YES ? PURPLE IS A PLEASANT COLOR CORRECT ? WITH THAT SETTLED ALLOW ME TO EXPOUND UPON THE FICKLE FINGER OF FATE. A TRILLION OR TWO IS WORTH IT TO GET RID OF BUSH AND COMPANY, THE ONLY THING THAT FALLS DOWNWARD FROM THEM FOR THE POOR ARE PRISONS AND WARS AND ALSO A TERRIBLE ATTITUDE FOR THE UNDERCLASS BY THE POLICE AND ALL THE PETTY FUNCTIONARIES OF THE SYSTEM, THAT TREAT US LIKE CRAP, GOOD JOB SECURITY ANYWHERE ELSE THEY WOULD BE FIRED FOR BEING SUCH A HOLES.i FOUGHT FOR THIS COUNTRY, IN MY YOUNG MIND, I WAS STANDING UP FOR HIGH IDEALS THAT THIS COUNTRY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ALL ABOUT. WHEN I WAS INFORMED THAT THAT WAS FRIED ICE CREAM, SERVED UP BY THE SNOW MAN, IN OTHER WORDS, A BIG SNOW JOB, I WAS DISAPPOINTED.THESE PEOPLE MUST ALL BE BEYOND SHAME, AND EVEN WORSE FOR ATTEMPTING TO MAKE OTHERS LOOK BAD.TIME FOR A CHANGE, FOR SURE, I STILL CAN SAY I LOVE THE USA. AND I'M NOT SORRY I WENT TO VIETNAM FOR IN MY MIND I WAS FIGHTING FOR THE IDEAL USA AND THOSE IDEALS ARE STILL ALIVE, THE FUTURE NEEDS THEM AND SO DO I. ANOTHER ROUND FIRED OFF, IN THE CAUSE OF FREEDOM. SEPTEMBER 22,2008, HAVE A GOOD DAY, BYE. DARK GREEN, DARKER, DARKEST WELL, READABLE CORRECT ? TODAYS DATE FRIDAY SEPT. 26,2008, TIME FOR A NEW INSTALLMENT. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO HEAR ?THE EMPTY SPACE, IN A VOID, I AWAKENED A FAINT RECALL OF A RECENT DREAM, OF MY DRUNKIN DAYS, 'DAZE' OF CHEAP HOTEL ROOMS AND STREET CORNERS, WHERE DRUCKIN DRAMA UNFOLDED, FULL OF RAGE AND BLACK-OUTS AND DRUNK-TANKS AND DETOXES. A TIME OF ALLEYS, OF PETTY THEFT AND PANHANDLING. THE EXISTANCE OF A LOW LIFE WITH A FOCUS NO FARTHER THAN THE CLOSEST LIQUOR STORE AND CHEAPEST CIGARRETTS. AND WITH THAT I'M OUT THE BAD OLD DAYS, LIFE IN THE CITY ALWAYS THERE, TO SEE, ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOUR SLIP, JUST LIKE PRISON, THEY HAVE A LIGHT ON FOR YOU, ALWAYS, TRUST ME..SUCH A LIFE IS NOT MUCH NO WOMEN OF ALL THE MANY THINGS THAT GO OUT OF LIFE, TO GET ALL THAT BACK REQUIRES MORE THAN TO QUIT DRINKING, HOPING FOR THE BEST FOR ME AND YOU...TO BLESS YOU, I CAN TRY AND THAT IS WHY, i'M LEAVING FOR TODAY, AND LEAVING ALL THE GOODWILL AND BLESSINGS IN MY POWER TO BESTOW TODAY IS MONDAY SEPT. 29 SAME YEAR FROM NO REGULATION TO SOCIALISM I ALWAYS KNEW THE COMMIES WOULD WIN, GREED CAN ONLY LAST SO LONG UNTIL SOMEBODY GETS TOO GREEDY AND CAN GET AWAY WITH STEALING EVERYTHING, PUT THEM UP AGAINST THE WALL, ON WALL STREET AND TAKE BACK OUR COUNTRY, HOW ABOUT THAT, BIG BROTHER, SHAME ON YOU FOR LETING THIS HAPPEN, OLD J. EDGAR HOOVER WOULD NOT, TIME FOR SOME LAW AND ORDER, YOU DEPENSE IT EASY ENOUGH ON THE POOR. WHATS' UP, SUCKER. WHILE I AM AT IT THE VA ISN'T DOING THE VETS IN SAN FRANCISCO RIGHT, CLOSER TO HOME, FOR ME, BUT THIS IS MY LIFE HERE. BAD KARMA BY ASSHOLES WHAT ELSE IS NEW, OVER AND OUT.

TODAYS DATE 10-01-08, THE DAY I CHANGED SOMETHING FOR THE BETTER, ALL CHANGE ISN'T GOOD CHANGE, HOWEVER i HOPE i'M RIGHT ABOUT THIS. I HELD BACK AND THAT WAS WRONG, I SUPPOSE AND I COULD HAVE TRIED HARDER TO FIND A SOLUTION FROM THE SYSTEM,BUT I DIDN'T, BUT TIME DID. TIME TAKES CARE OF EVERYTHING ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, AS I GROW OLD I APPRECIATE MY BLESSINGS AND WANT TO SHARE MY GOODWILL WITH THOSE WHO WILL READ, I'M NOT MUCH OF A PUBLIC SPEAKER AS I NEVER TRIED, TOASTMASTERS HAS BEEN SUGGESTED AND MAYBE I'LL ATTEND A MEETING SOMEDAY. i WANT TO MAIL SOME THINGS TO RELATIVES IN FLORIDA, I LIKE CARL HAIISON, THE WRITER FROM FLORIDA, ESPECIALLY HIS CHARACTERS, CHARLES DICKENS IS ALSO A FAVORITE OF MINE. I DO NOT THINK TO ASPIRE TO THAT STATURE AS A WRITER ALTHOUGH SUCH AS IT IS WRITING SEEMS TO BE MY FORTE.GOOD HUMOR CAN CURE MANY A MALADY. wELL TODAY IS THE FIRST AND I HAVE ERRANDS TO PERFORM AND SO WITH THAT I'M GONE, CALL AGAIN, IF YOU WOULD, BYE.

AND HELLO, TOO LIGHT ? HOW ABOUT THIS. THIS, THIS IS BETTER, READABLE, NOTHING TO SAY, ANYHOW, THE HUMAN RACE IS WHAT IT IS, AND IS CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A HILTER OR STALIN, MAYBE NOT THESE DAYS WITH THE JEWS IN CONTROL OF THE MEDIA BUT THEN JEWS ARE ACTING LIKE NAZI AND ARE READY TO GO CRAZY, JUST DIFFERENT TYPES OF HUMANS, PHYCHOLOGICALLY. WHERE DID THAT COME FROM. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST JEWS BUT THEN THATS A NO-NO THESE DAYS. MY DEAR MOTHER USED TO SAY,"IF YOU CAN'T SAY ANYTHING GOOD DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL.A LITTLE KNOWLEDGE IS DANGEROUS, WAS ALSO HERS.SO BE IT I'LL BE 59 THIS TIME NEXT WEEK, AND I STILL AM IGNORNAT OF THE TRUE NATURE, OF MANY.THERE'S ROOM FOR A LOT OF VARIATION WITHIN OUR SPECIES. i TOLD YOU I CAN RATTLE ON, SO WITH NO POINT, I SHALL SAY GOOD DAY.KEEP IN TOUCH, BYE.

For all I do, I do for you, whoever that is, mankind a thousand years hense, shall know my name, about the time they learn who shot J.R. or J.F.K. or some other items that are too controvercial at the moment. Such a sorry stage of evolution, so much still remaining from the dark ages, pyschologically retarded. A society too immature to handle so much that is known fact, the children must be protected from the harsh facts of life. Plenty of theories to explain the lack of progress in mankinds lack of developement in certain areas. The relegions and so forth that prevent openmindedness from dawning in the thoughts, of humanity. Here we sit, on the brink of space travel, with our combined knowledge growing expedentially, with computer able to assist in the understanding of space/time and life itself, with simple mathematics, it all adds up, our time is coming. However the public would rather watch sports or play computer games, as our planet is undergoing a globle meltdown and many are sick and staving and in this country millions are in prison while the crooks are stealing the country blind and everyday people treat eachother worse and worse as our master breed distrust amoung the masses.Ralph Nader is a voice of reason and going unheeded, by the same people that are screwing up this once noble country. That's my two cents for today, best of luck and blessing to those in favor, in Gods' eyes, I wish I could find a way of helping the good without helping those unholy, manipulaters and stooges of the rich.I have never been sorry I haven't benefited from the system, today I get disability from Veitnam, combat, USMC, I'm happy to say I fought for my country, the human condition, is slow to improve not like technology.It's time for old time values to make a comeback, and people focused on getting to heaven, rather than getting rich, I'll be 59 on the 8th.so I'm not young anymore, I hope what I have to say resonates like the sound of truth and can be of help to younger minds. I'll conclude for today, thanks for reading, bye. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TO ME, " HURRAY FOR ME, AND TO HELL WITH EVERYONE ELSE " RIGHT ? OFCOURSE NOT, US GOOD PEOPLE SHALL GET OUR REWARD IN HEAVEN, AT LEAST WE WON'T HAVE A HEAVY LOAD OF BAD KARMA, DRAGGING OUR SPIRITS DOWM, TO YOU KNOW WHERE. cHANGE THE SYSTEM FROM WITHIN ? I'VE NEVER REALLY BOUGHT THAT LINE, OF BALARNEY. ONCE YOUR IN YOU ARE CONTROLED. A LOOSE CANNON IS ANYONE THAT ISN'T .PERIOD.RALPH NADER COULD BE THE SAVIOR THE WORLD NEEDS TODAY AND THE FUTURE NEEDS.THE SYSTEM SET ME UP, AND I DIDN'T LIKE IT, I WAS AND I FORGIVE, HOWEVER REALITY REQUIRES A MAJORITY THAT DEMANDS HONESTY AND WILL NOT ACCEPT A CORRUPT POLICE STATE. HOW DARE THEY LOCK UP MILLIONS WHILE THE COUNTRY IS ROBBED BLIND, BY GREEDY MANIPULATERS.MICHAEL FRANCIS GALLAGHER, CAUGHT HELL, AT THE HANDS OF SOME POWERFUL ASSHOLES. IN THE PROCESS OF WISING ME UP, I ADMIT I WAS BEING DIFFICULT HOWEVER NOBODY LIKES TO BE PLAYED.nOW THAT I FINALLY CAN LIVE INDOORS AFTER FORTY SOMETHING YEARS OF HOMELESSNESS AND JAILS, I CAN REFLECT ON WHY I'M A LONELY, ALIENATED, MISFIT. WELL I'D RATHER BE LONELY THAN MISERABLE AND I'VE NEVER BEEN STUPID EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T CARE WHAT OTHERS THOUGHT. SO ANOTHER YEAR OF LIFE HAS PASSED FOR ME.i COUNT MY BLESSINGS AND PRAY FOR MY ENEMIES FOR I AM GOOD, ONLY I HAVE TO KNOW THAT AND GOD WILL BE THERE, IN THE END.I'M SORRY THINGS DIDN'T WORK OUT BETTER BETWEEN ME AND THE HUMAN RACE, SOMEDAY MAYBE, AS WITH MANY, I SHALL OVERCOME. UNTIL THEN REMEMBER I AM , ON YOUR SIDE.PEACE. 10-08-08. or at least would like to be.This is yet another day, I wrote the green yesterday on my birthday hopefully I'll spend no more birthdays locked up, that's what I call progress.I started to , I forgot my mind drifts as a railroad track, my one track mind gets derailed rather easily at times.As a thinking man and having paid the price for the audacity of doubting my superiors at an early age and as a result bringing further abuse upon myself, well there it is, perfectly understandable, now that I am 59 yrs.. So I'll let that go a lot of us know a lot more than we use too about eachother, right ? God has allowed me to survive not because I am a saint but to attempt to redeem myself as a useful member of society, for that I am truely grateful.I was a happy homeless wino for years, it wasn't too bad, today I own a PC and and a roof over my head. I am alone but I think I'll find someone, though probably not with the PC it doesn't feel right to me, a sign of age maybe.I discovered the many Gallaghers, in the world, something I was ignorant of most of my life. And what a history the Gallaghers' do have. " THE GALLAGHER CLAN " out of Ireland, have a wonderful website. I personally have exchanged e-mail with Adrian Gallagher, voted King, of the Gallaghers' and a gentleman is he. I was born in Detroit and rised up most of my life in White Cloud, Michigan, a good place for children and older people but not a good deal of work/jobs. My father died when I was 12 after a long illness, I graduated White Cloud High, to please my mother, however I made the mistake of enlisting into the Marines, that in itself wasn't bad, but I enlisted for four years and after Vietnam, I wanted out and that lead to hell, more hell, and changed the course of my life. Oh, Well, what's done is done, it took a long time for me to recover but I have, it's good to get it off my chest, good therapy, excuse me for singing the blues. Today I pray for us all, and only want the best for my country, the USA and the planet earth and all her inhabitants.For 10-09-08 this is Mike G. signing off, BYE.

"MAY YOU LIVE TO BE 100, AND DIE IN IRELAND" TODAY I'M GOING TO TRY TO CHANGE AND/OR ADD TO THE OTHER PARTS, OF THIS SITE, AS I AM NOT THE ORIGINAL SITE CREATER, MANILY BECAUSE IT WAS/IS BEYOND MY KNOWLEDGE I KINDA PARTED WAYS WITH HER, IF YOU GET MY DRIFT HOWEVER AS I DON'T BURN BRIDGES PERHAPS SHE'LL BE BACK, IN THE MEANWHILE I THINK I SHOULD TRY ON MY OWN TO IMPROVE UPON THIS PLACE. REALLY THIS IS ALL ABOUT MY 1ST. EXPOSURE AS A COMMON-TATTER, OLD JOKE, INSIDE, NEVERMIND. BACK TO BUSINESS, I WROTE TO RALPH NADER OR HIS PEOPLE, E-MAIL AND PUT MY TWO CENTS THEIR WAY. I'VE BEEN WATCHING THINGS DEVELOPE FOR ALL MY ADULT LIFE WITH THE TYPE OF INTEREST THAT CAN ONLY BE HAD BY A TRUE VICTUM OF THE SYSTEM, I HAVE WATCHED IT TURN FROM BAD TO WORSE AND FROM WORSE TO TERRIBLE, ETC., ETC. THE GOOD PEOPLE IN THE WORLD BETTER UNITE AND DEMAND THE FOCUS OF HUMANITY TURN TOWARD SAVING THE ENVIORMENT, BEFORE THE WORLD STAYS IN A CONSTANT HURRICANE OR SOME SUCH GLOBLE UPHEAVAL, IMAGINATION FAILS. JUST PRETEND THAT GOD WAS ANGRY AND THE MANIFESTATION OF GODS' ANGER WAS NASTY WEATHER, GOT IT ? I SHALL TRY AND HELP, I'VE KEPT MY HEAD DOWN LONG ENOUGH TO GAIN AGE ENOUGH, TO LEARN HOW TO THINK FOR MYSELF AND DEVELOPE MY OWN WORLD OUTLOOK, UNIQUE UNTO MYSELF, DIFFERENT, YET TASTY, WITH JUST A HINT, OF VERASITY, WHATEVER THAT MEANS, RIGHT ? I AM NOT A TEAM PLAYER, I AM A THROW BACK, A MOUNTAIN MAN, A DRUID, A TREE WORSHIPOR, IN SPIRIT AND CATHOLIC, IN DEEDS AND ACTION. I WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN, IF I CAN DO THAT AND ASSIST HUMANITY SO MUCH THE BETTER. WHEN THE CORRUPT RULE, THE PLACE FOR A HONEST MAN MIGHT WELL BE IN PRISON " THE PHILOSOPHER, DAVID H? THOREAU, WHATEVER THE MIDDLE NAME AND SPELLING, THIS IS AS ALWAYS, EXTEMPORANEOUS, OFF THE TOP, OF MY HEAD. ANYHOW I'VE BEEN THERE AND VIETNAM, IN THE USMC. ALL KINDS OF NEGATIVE STUFF, TO SUFFER AND BECOME HUMAN. MOST DON'T REALIZE IT TAKES WORK TO BECOME TRUELY HUMAN. MOST HAVE A WAYS TO GO, THAT'S WHAT LIFE IS FOR, GET IT ? WELL ALLOW ME TO LOOK WHAT I CAN DO WITH MY POETRY SECTION, SEE YA... HELLO, AGAIN. BOY DO I HAVE A LOT TO LEARN,I CONFESS TOTAL IGNORANCE OF WEBSITE CONSTRUCTION, I JUST HOPE I DIDN'T MESS IT UP TOO MUCH. i WATCH THE LAST PART OF THE LAST DEBATE, THEY BOTH LOSE. THE PEOPLE BETTER GET USED TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY, WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE, THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE SAID FOR REVOLUTION, I BETTER WATCH OUT FOMENTING REVOLUTION IS A CRIME, HOW CONVENIENT FOR THE BIG CROOKS ON WALL STREET, IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE BIG CROOKS KEEPING THE LITTLE CROOKS IN PRISON. HOW ABOUT THAT FOR THE HEIGHTS, OF HYPROCRACY.JUST KEEP YOURSELF GOOD WITH GOD AND PRAY IF YOU ARE THE PRAYING KIND. THERE IS EVIL AFOOT AT EVERY TURN, IT'S A DIRTY WORLD, HARD TO KEEP CLEAN IN, BUT TRY, AND SMILE. SAME OLD STORY, DIFFERENT DAY, RIGHT ? IF YOU NEED ME, YOU GOT ME, THAT WASN'T ALWAYS THE CASE, I GET A CHECK FOR VIETNAM, I STILL CAN TRY TO HELP. A SIMPLE GUY IN A COMPLEX WORLD, I'M 59 NOW AND THIS COUNTRY HAS GROWN ON ME, AND MUCH OF THE CHANGE HAS BEEN FOR THE GOOD, I HAVE FAITH, IN THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE UP THE COUNTRY, AND WITH THAT GOODBYE AGAIN. 10/15/08 TODAY TODAY CAN YOU READ ME TODAY PURPLE IT SHALL BE, NOW THAT WE HAVE DETERMINED THE COLOR FOR TODAY, WHAT SHALL I SAY ? FOR A MINUTE I WAS CONCERNED WITH HELPING MY FELLOW INMATES IN THIS LARGE MENTAL INSTITUTION GENERALLY REFERED TO AS THE USA, TO GAIN HEAVEN, TO BEGIN THE QUEST FOR PERSONAL SALVATION THROUGH ENLIGHTENMENT AND SO ON, ETC., ETC. i CAN HONESTLY SAY I'VE NEVER RECEIVED A WORD OF THANKS FOR THAT SELF APPOINTED TASK, AS I SAID I'M OFF THAT KICK FOR AWHILE. IN THE FUTURE I'LL WAIT UNTIL ASKED FOR MY VEIWS ON THAT SUBJECT, AND AS I'M RATHER A LONER, IN MOST RESPECTS, THAT ISN'T LIKELY TO OCCUR.THE MAJORITY IS UNHAPPY BECAUSE SOCIETY IS RUN BY RICH FLAKES AND THAT INCLUDES POLITICS THESE DAYS.POWERFUL SPECIAL INTEREST GROUPS CONTROL MUCH OF WHAT IS DEBATED, WHO CARES, ABOUT ISSUES SUCH AS THESE. THE POOR MAN ON THE BOTTOM OF THE TOTEM POLE, WHAT HE CARES ABOUT, THEY HAVEN'T GOT A CLUE AND DON'T CARE, PERIOD. NO LOBBY, NO BODY. WHATEVER. A BETTER SUBJECT, CARD GAMES, FOR ME, AND CHESS, CAUSUAL CHESS, ALL THOSE GAMES OLD AND NEW, I PLAYED CARDS IN PRISON, ONE GOOD THING ABOUT PRISON, I PLAY HELL FINDING A CARD GAME. PLAY ON THE COMPUTER, NOT THE SAME. i'LL BE HAPPY FOR THE OLD FOLKS HOME, WHERE I'LL SPEND MY LAST DAYS KICKING ASS AT CARDS, SERIOUSLY. OH WELL, ANOTHER DAY SHOT TO HELL, WITH LITTLE OR NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED .SOMETHING LOGIC-TECH OR SOME SUCH IS UPDATING OVER MY WRITING, SO MY MANY DEAR CLOSE FRIENDS LIVING AND DEAD OR SOON TO BE, I SHALL CONCLUDE ANOTHER GRIPPING CHAPTER OF THE SAGA THAT CONSTITUTES THE NONE-STOP ACTION, THAT BE ME, YOU SEE ?? 10/20/08 MONDAY NIGHT, I'LL BE BACK !!! HOW ABOUT THIS.NEXT MAYBE I CAN SEE IT. TIME TO EXPOUND, SOME DAY PERHAPS PEOPLE WILL BE INTERESTED, IN WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS UP TO DATE AND RELEVANT.FOR YEARS UNBEKNOWNST TO ANYONE I STRUGGLE TO ASCERTAIN CONTACT TO A HIGHER REALITY THROUGH A GATEWAY PROVIDED BY THE MUSE INSPIRATION, MEDITATION MANY METHODS, MANY OF MY OWN DEVICE, THE ENERGY I USED TO EXPAND MY AWARENESS AND UNDERSTANDING AS IS THE NATURE OF SUCH THINGS GRADUALLY FADED AND DIED. NOW AS A RELATIVELY WISE 59 YEAR OLD, I ACCEPT THAT SUCH THINGS ARE BEYOND MY REACH MENTALLY AND SPIRITUALLY SO HERE I AM, I'M SORRY THIS WEBSITE SUCKS I JUST GOT MY FIRST PC A LITTLE OVER A YEAR AGO AND I ONLY KNOW ONE OR TWO PEOPLE THAT KNOW ANYTHING MORE THAN I. I'M USING DREAMWEAVER 8, BUT ALL I LEARNED WAS HOW TO UPLOAD THIS PAGE, SO FAR, HOPEFULLY SOMEDAY MY WRITING SHALL HAVE A BETTER SHELTER, TO PROTECT IT FROM THE ELEMENTS AND/OR CRITICS, BENEATH CONTEMPT AS IT IS NOW, WELL I KIND OF LIKE IT. I PAID FOR A CHAT ROOM THAT I CAN'T GET TO WORK AND THE WOMEN THAT PUT IN MY FAMILY PICTURES IS WEIRD, A TEMPERMENTAL ARTIST, OR SOMETHING, ANYHOW WE ARE NOT SPEAKING AT THE MOMENT. I HAVE PTSD FROM BEING IN COMBAT RIGHT OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL, I FINALLY GOT PAID LAST YEAR AFTER MOST OF A LIFETIME BEING PUNISHED, CRUELLY, I HAVE NO REASON TO TRUST MY FELLOW MAN, THAT'S WHY I LIVE IN SAN FRANCISCO, CA. ALTHOUGH I'M KIND OF RED, IN A LOT OF AREAS. NEVER HAD MY POOP IN ONE BAG, SO TO SPEAK, IT WASN'T EASY BEING ME, I STAYED DRUNK WHENEVER I COULD FOR MANY YEARS. I'M BLESSED TO STILL BE HERE AND TO BE RELATIVELY HEALTHY. I HAVE TRIED TO KEEP MY KARMA GOOD, AND SO FORTH. I ALSO DO A BLOG ON " BLOG-IT " MF GALLAGHER AND A COUPLE OTHER VARIATIONS, OF THAT, AND I SHALL ADD SOMETHING TODAY, LATELY I HAVE BEEN DOING IT UNDER HUMOR, A CATEGORY THAT SEEMS TO APPLY TO MUCH OF MY THINKING ERGO MY WRITING. SO MY FRIENDS, THANKS FOR STOPPING BY, HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN, AS THE MYSTIC MUSE OF THE MILKY WAY IN DEVINE INTERCOURCE WITH THE HEAVENLY WHOLE, I BID ADO. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, hay out there.

CONGRATULATIONS EVERYONE, EVEN THE TIGHT ASS, REPUBLICANS, BUT MOSTLY THE GOOD PEOPLE THAT ARE A SLIM MAJORITY, IN THE WORLD, YOU NOT ONLY WON A GOOD PRESIDENT, I COME ALONG, IN MY OWN WAY TO SUPPORT FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE REBLUBICANS KILLED JFK, I DIDN'T WANT THEM TO KILL MFG, THEY WERE NOT AND REMAIN NOT WORTH IT.tHOSE WHO TAKE ORDERS FROM MONSTORS ARE MONSTORS. i MAY NOT BE HALF THE MAN MY FATHER WAS, HIS CAUSE WAS IRELAND PLUS THE LAND OF HIS BIRTH AMERICA, HE DIED WHEN I WAS TWELVE AND I WAS BROUGHT UP LIKE A POOR BLACK AND BEEN TREATED WORSE, BECAUSE I REFUSE TO PERFORM FOR THOSE I DISLIKE, BLACK OR WHITE OR IN BETWEEN. I HAVE BEEN BUSY. IF ANYONE NOTICED MY ABSINCE, WHATEVER , NO LESSONS TODAY, OR WHATEVER IT IS THAT I TRY TO DO. THERAPY, IT'S A SECRET, I'M A SECRET, THE FACT THAT I EXIST IS A SECRET AND THAT TIS FINE WITH ME.QUIET, UNPRETENSCIOUS AND A THOUGHTFUL LONER, AND THAT JUST THE WAY IT IS. WHEN I DISCOVER ANYTHING NEW I SHALL BE GLAD TO SHARE IT as a self-made man, and knowing the child is the father, of the man, I feel enlightened and complete, time for me, to give and do and accept responsibility, what do you think ? It takes help, to give help that is why I'm going to my first meet-up, wish me luck, bye.. mmmmm Well Well Well, he fell, in the well. This is Mike Gallagher, the real Mike Gallagher, a Mike Gallagher that tries to be funny and serious at the same time. We are all real, even real phonies, are real. I told the USMC I was a communist, was I crazy or was I being real. I would have made a good Marine if politics didn't interfer. That's why I'm in therapy 40 yrs. since that part of my life. This site leaves much to be desired, at least it serves a purpose. I get to examine my mind as I share my thoughts, with whom it my concern and/or those that derive amusement, from reading my extemporaneous musings. I made up with the lady that was helping me so maybe my site will improve. I hope to get my chat room working also, so please visit again, this is Mike F. Gallagher, over and out... Hello, friends and others, or perhaps I shouldn't distinguish as I write for friends and whatever the motives I appreciate your interest. Hopefully, from this collection, of musings, I'll find a fondation for a strutured work. I devoted many hours, days, years, etc. to developing a coherent set, of thoughts, encompessing the acts and actions, of mankind. A futuristic and/or retro mix a personal philosiphy that applies to as much as possible, to human life. To become strong, psychological excercises and so forth, mind control, pyschic awareness etc., you'll see. God willing. It takes time, willpower and sacrafice to reach a level of enlightenment and that I have. I kept it secret, because I dislike spies. And with that I again conclude my thoughts for this fine day,God Bless, and please take care. Greetings, once again, and welcome, to the mind of Michael F. Gallagher, and/or what remains, just kidding, I am the new improved model, ready to kick ass and take names. As a life long lefty, I must admit, to a great deal of satisfaction, to any move toward social justice, rather than the old, Just-Us, kind where only the well off with expe4nsive lawyers and connections could expect any real justice.I've been to prison twice for laughable reasons, in one case, the judge actually laughed, during my so called trial, when my court appointed lawyer, Paul Newman, said, in the courtroom, to the jury, " that my client has only one problem, he likes, to get drunk, and fight, with the police, some lawyer, right ? I have ample reason for coming to think the way I do, about the system, and my fellow man, in general. How many older Americans can you find that still think this country is pollulated, by kind and considerate human beings. Blame it on Big Business or the dehumanization of modern times, whatever it is, it certainly isn't healthy. Any form of government, to be a success requires hard working dedicated, honest men, real men. Self respect is needed and has been stolen by the small special interest groups that put their adgenda above anything else.The two party system is pulling the country apart, while a tiny minority goes unnoticed while it robs us all, of everything and anything worth having. I can see now why a long time ago these people treated me the way they did, cowards hiding behind a Marine Corp. Before you allow your children, to fight, please use your head. They don't want you to think, school is designed, to make learning seem like cruel and unusual punishment, wake up, and wise up, I need you. Thanks for your time, and once again, ado. What ever happened, to my last entry, it disappeared, how strange, whatever could it be ? Perhaps I'm being paranoid, however, my counselor and I both read it this morning togetner, in her office, and now it's gone. The only other person, with access is Debra and why would she remove anything, that wasn't about her ? Mystery upon mystery, I beat someone at chess today, to change the subject, I must admit my skills at chess continue to increase, no doubt because there was so much room for improvement. At times I can get, in a mood where I pontificate, upon the ills, of the world, and the many areas and cures, that are in need, of attention. As we all are a work, in progress, so to is our civilization. To remember change for the sake of change can be a step backwards the same as with individuals. Two steps forward, three steps back, could be...The squeaky wheels get the oil, while most suffer, in silence and endure the constant wine, of minorities. Those that benefit from turning groups against group or group against groups, man vs women, etc. and so on. We are all made, of the same materials, and shall return, to same. Why must man have enemies, to war agaainst, to blame, for things, etc.? The next advance, in human evolution, should be universal recognition, of mutual challenges, challenges that can't and won't be met, if primitive instincts prevail ? As a futurist, that is my message and my prayer for the future and today. Today 11-20-08 and all is well, well, well enough, for me. The situation with the economy is looking a bit troubled but so far it is not bothering me. The hidden reward of being poor, already there, nowhere lower, to sink. My government check shall come. When that stops coming I'll go back to jail or something, as a old bachelor what the worst that can happen ? Death, OK. At least I can play cards and read, my favorite activities, wherever I end up. I am concerned for my fellow man, always was and always will be. Being powerless is something that I've come to accept, so nothing much changes with me.The best news is that I've found Ireland, on my PC, Ireland Live, The Gallagher Clan, Irish radio, etc. What a refreshing breath, of free, clean, fresh air.However I screw up, in the future, it can't be worse than I have, in the past, and today I have Ireland at my fingertips, what a blessing that shall be. I haven't added to this page for awhile because I've been checking out what I've been missing elsewhere, the fact that I've had a PC for approx. 1 and a half yrs. and before that total ignorance, of the online world, isn't it something ? Anyhow, hopefully, my latent skill as a writer, of words, will blossom , to transform, not only me, but beyond my life and bring something worthwhile into someone elses life, if nothing more than a smile comes from my work that shall be reward aplenty, for yours truely. This excercise I shall again conclude for another day, time for me, to travel the electronic trails, of the internet, and so goodbye for now, peace and goodwill always, THE END.

Sorry I refused and refuse to become a thing, part of institutional fabrication, a figment, a symbol or a tool to be used by others to maintain a evil empire. The rich hate and fear the poor and the rich control this evil empire for their own profit, with no regard for the planet or the majority of her children, fact.Barrack Oboma, our newly elected president will do what he can, within limits. He can't change a corrupt system, because he can not change human nature. The brain drain has been bought off for too long by billionares concerned only with self-interest, the tactics of fear and intimidation works on Wall Street just as it works on Skid Row and everywhere inbetween. The free press has been bought and controled by the wealthy. Nothing allowed that may cause trouble for the status quo.The main reason I can't stomach this fuck story is that it is based on lies, this is a police state not a free country. The low lifes that work for the government treat the public like shit and can be perfect assholes with no chance of being dismissed. Lazy, incompitent and always on the lookout for how they can benefit by their inside knowledge and contacts. The number of spies and rats willing to sell out their own relatives for any reward represents the majority and is common practise in todays society.The minorities have disproportionate influence and make others pay the price of their failings.I decided long ago I wouldn't bring any children into this world and hopefully I haven't. I pray for this country and this world, but the sad truth is too many crooks are escaping their just desserts. The public is brainwashed and scared enough to send a male to prison for life for taking a candy bar, it's a sick society a cruel sick sad stupid collection of misfits and assholes. Big Shot Big Shit, my dad used to say, he was born in the 1800s when men were men, today these candy ass, pussy wipped, hell bound losers, don't know their ass from a hole in the ground. The Jews, why are we so concerned about the Jews ? I admired and admire many of them, they have added many great things to mankind and civilization, but, enough is too much. They can act like Nazi today and we look the other way, that's why the Muslims hate so much. All peoples are human being with good and bad, isn't it time to advance and treat eachother with respect, that goes for everybody. My little vent is done,Have a great and HAPPY, THANKGIVING !

Green Green Now Green, A mad Irishman, madness isn't funny, to be mad is close to madness, way too close. Anger that becomes part of your life with you day and night and travels along wherever you may go, that's real, as in reality, however remember balance as in the scales whatever came along to counter the negativity was love and understanding from God or from my parents that were loving and well meaning. I suffered at the hands of miserable cowards because they thought in their best interest and kept pileling it on. Then had the audacity to suggest I might be a masochist. The USMC might consist of saddist and masocist aand I can see where from the outside it would appear I accepted a great deal of injustice and punishment without doing all I could to resolve my situation. However once it had gone too far for me to forgive I let it come to see just what they were capable of. I am thankful for the assistance I now receive however I can't forget forty plus years of persecution, treating me as a criminal.It is Gods' job to determine the penalty.I wouldn't sell out my name, a name I knew nothing about, or to be a symbol of race relations in the future, etc. I have a little fight left in me, but I'm not one for lost causes, and personally I am a hermit by nature, a solitary man that prefers quietude, to commotion. I want to help now that I finally have a roof over my head, and God willing, I will. Merry Christmas, as long as I owe you, you'll never be broke, remember that, bye...

As a person that writes I suppose I should be careful about being offensive, however as I find so much offensive, in this world, today & yesterday, for that matter, to be honest requires that I air my reactions, to planet earth. The planet of the hairless monkeys, as an outside observer, might discribe it. By outside I mean outside our solar system, that's coming, in the future, probably when something decides we're ready.No telling what an advanced race or races, from elsewhere and elsewhen, might be capable of. The greatest evidence of life throughout time and space is ourselves. I consider myself in a way alien because I've been alienated and because I chose to be a futurist. To extrapolate upon the present level of scientific progress allows the imagination a lot of room, to develope scenareos, and picture a time when the impossible of today, becomes the rule, of the day, tomorrow. The mean spirited amoung us are simply simple minded. Those of us that remain trapped, in the past, slaves to convention and unable to be truely free. I do not take stands on todays issues because they shall shortly pass. Five hundred years from now, what and whom shall be thought relevant. The positive thinkers, those that are somewhat aware of the good and bad that lay ahead. History shall continue to repeat itself until fundamental change occurs, in the human spirit. Not brains, spirit. not good, playing games with my only outlet,,,NOT today is the 30th. of November, tomorrow is the 1st. of December. I write on this page and then upload it to my webpage when it works as it should.Christmas season is my favorite time of the year because people are generally more friendly and happier and full of that magical Christmas Spirit, so, HO HO HO let's go with the flow. I got many cards from my favorite store, " GOODWILL " and have been and shall continue to pass them out, indiscriminately, to spread Christmas Cheer, to do my little part, plus it's fun. I was on the streets for so many years one of the walking wounded, it gave me the opportunity to meet many kind people from all over the country and especially for the last 25 years, herte in San Francisco, even the police are nicer here, professional etc. Well just checking in, not in a mood today, just about ready to call it a day, as I said tomorrow is Monday and I like everyone else have things to do, so Goodnight or Bye or whatever, still yours, Mike.

Just a few to say Merry Christmas as I shall probably until time marches by as it shall and a new season be upon us, right ? How do you like my new picture my neighbor Debra Hayner, of

Hayner Art, did, that's why it's up there. The story is the policeman-motorcycle-officer allowed someone to have their picture taken on the bike and I asked him if he would be kind enough to allow me, and he did, and he took the picture, only in San Francisco, my adopted city, I've been here for over 25 years, through good times and bad. Well, friends I must be off, it's still Monday mornning and I have errands to run. I just got a call from , never mind, nice lady, anyhow, I'll check out for now, God Bless Mother Earth and all Her Children, right ? Bye. JOY TO THE WORLD, IT IS CHRISTMAS TIME AGAIN. THE JOY IN THE HEARTS OF CHILDREN, AND THE FOND MEMORIES, OF US OLDER, YET YOUNG AT HEART CELEBRANTS A SEASON FOR KINDNESS AND SELF SACRAFICE. A TIME TO THINK OF OTHERS LESS FORTUNATE, AS WELL AS COUNTING OUR BLESSINGS. i HAVE ALWAYS LIKED CHRISTMAS, EVEN THOUGH I SPENT MANY IN JAIL, AND IN PRISON OR JAIL, NOT EVERYONE IS IN A GOOD MOOD. THE JAILS, ESPECIALLY CITY JAILS CAN BE WORSE THAN PRISON. SORRY TO GET ON THAT SUBJECT BUT AS I SAID I SPENT MANY LOCKED UP, DUE TO MY ALCOHOLISM, AND A SYSTEM THAT PREFERS TO PUNISH, RATHER THAN REHABILITATE. IT ALL BOILS DOWN TO MONEY, HOWEVER THESE DAYS WITH PRISON GUARDS ON PARITY WITH STATE TROOPERS, STARTING OFF AT 70,000 THOUSAND A YEAR, IT MIGHT NOT BE SO ANY LONGER. THE MEAN SPIRITED MANIFESTATION, OF CONTROL, BY THE RICH, OF THE HAVE NOTS, IS WHAT I DISLIKE MOST ABOUT MY COUNTRY. i FOUGHT IN VIETNAM, I ENLISTED INTO THE USMC, I AM NOT A PHYSICAL COWARD AND NEVER ASKED FOR ANY FAVORS. IT TOOK THE SYSTEM FORTY YEARS TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY PTSD. MY NERVES AND THINKING THAT CAUSED ME TO SELF-MEDICATE AND BEING POOR AND HOMELESS IT IS NO WONDER I ENDED UP IN JAIL SO MANY TIMES, I LOST COUNT. TODAY I GET ENOUGH MONEY TO KEEP A ROOF AND CONTRIBUTE IN SOME WAYS TO SOCIETY AND MY FELLOW MAN. i AM GRATEFUL AND SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO FIND HELP. I MUST SHARE BLAME WHERE IT FITS. BEING A HARD HEADED TYPE SURELY WASN'T HELPFUL. WHEN A ATTITUDE CHECK WAS OFFERED UP, I USUALLY ROSE TO THE OCCATION, BY VENTING A LITTLE SMOKE, VOLCANO LIKE. OH WELL, LIVE AND LEARN, HOPEFULLY I CAN HELP OTHERS NOT TO TAKE THE PATH LESS TRAVELED BY, GO ALONG WITH THE PROGRAM, CONFORM, RIGHT ?IT TAKES ALL KINDS BE YOURSELF IS MY TRUE ADVICE. BE YOURSELF BUT LOOK BEFORE YOU LEAP.TODAY IS THE 4th. OF DECEMBER, BYE. HOPE YOU VISIT AGAIN, AND REMEMBER WHAT I SAID, PLEASE. Seasons Greetings..........................Been awhile, did anybody miss me ? Somehow I doubt it, people suck and I don't think anybody takes time to read these thoughts, maybe a spy or two, or a relative, fortunately they don't find much time for such things. There are a million Gallaghers' but I don't know any, and that OK, with me. I discovered my Irish connections, and the Gallagher Clan. I was a bastard born late in daddy life and never had anything do do with them, a couple showed up for his funeral, I was 12 and we were pretty poor. So thanks for nothing Gallaghers, I still like my name and being half Irish, although my Austrian mother was very nice, old fashion, kind hearted nice. Human nature being what it is, I nor anyone else, will ever change it, probably not even time. Debra I took of your last name as instructed if I missed it somewhere else just let me know, and while I'm at it Merry Christmas, etc. I have a appointment soon, and sooo. Do I have anything to say, to the world, in general. Yes, I do, I can throw a shoe, how about you ? It's the thought that counts, right. The USA is controlled by the devil, the angel, of death and cowards.As far as I can tell, because the majority, of the population sucks. Other than that this country has it's good points and me. Happy New year everybody, have a good day.

 

 

 

as a futurist. I can skip ahead. The run of the mill mastermind can't touch me, because we do not play the same game. I prefer to be alien, uncontaminated, by present day garbage & corruption. Within or without, I would not care for their company, in eternity, therefore, I leave it to him or her and whatever God they imagines gives a fuck about them. I could have done better for myself, in this world however I trusted my native intelligence, and told big brother to find another sucker, to play games with. I am helping somebody just out of San Quintin, my good deed for Christmas. I'm a nice guy in a evil screwed up world, and I'm on the side of truth and goodness, always was and always will be, if the planet is evil it will go to hell, but I don't want it to. I like children and old people and have nothing to prove. I hope for the best for the sake of eternity..Be Back Later, Bye. ,Soo Blue, Sky Blue maybe. How many more colors the spectrum is universal I suppose. Lovely colors none the less. I wonder are colors eternal ? I'm sure there are some that would answer with authority that question and many more similar ponderings. I am not comfortable being ignorant and yet I am. Some things beyond my grasp and some information kept in private hands. Knowledge is power, to be kept in the dark and fed crap ( fertelizer) without even the ring of truth, is what's on the menu these days.You can trust me, because I'm as ignornat as everyone else, on matters large and small. I have faith, I believe that there is so much I can't figure out even if I tried, that I must intuit and trust my judgement. Too bad my fellow man has lost my trust. It isn't a country and it isn't a religion and it's not an idealogy, no, it's phychological, human nature and history, combined with personal experience. Many call it evil or the devil, I try to be more modern regarding the reasons for all the negative aspects, of human beings. Unconditional Love, period.. The question and answer.Forever and ever, Ahmen. Merry Christmas, and may we all find anwers, in the new year.

lets see, a new color, for me anyway, on this page, I think I'm right. Who chose it ? The program ? Probably got bored with the usual. Neither here nor there. MERRY CHRISTMAS DAY !! If anyone will read this page today or this year, for that matter. The human race has shown me what assholes they can be, repeatedly. Hopefully the new year will give us all a chance to do better. I am still finding myself and/or a work in progress. Time heals all wounds, with Gods help, providing suitable conditions for healing to occur and hopefully, I've found that finally, for myself. It works for me, so far.The opwer of the pen, to heal and help heal, is what I hope to learn or improve on what I have learned, so far. The weather, in San Francisco today was cold windy and wet, a typical winters day, in SF, to go to a different voice. The voice of a guy that walked around quite a bit and helped out a couple people.My stomach is acting up, GAS, so I'll cut this short, just wanted to write something on Christmas, once a year, on our great planet, bye. SAME COLOR DIFFERENT DAY, TODAY IS SATURDAY THE 27TH. OF DEC. 08, WITH THE NEW YEAR APPROACHING FAST. I'LL BE SIXTY NEXT YEAR, BORN 1949, IN DETROIT, MICHIGAN. THE WORLD AND I FINALLY MADE PEACE, I WANT TO BE A HELPFUL MEMBER OF THE HUMAN RACE. THE SMART PEOPLE KNOW WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE, JUST NOT HOW, THOSE IN THE WAY MUST BE REMOVED. THE OLD FASHIONED WAY, OF UP AGAINST THE WALL, OR A MORE SUTTLE WAY, OF CHANGE, MUST BE TRIED. lARGE CHANGE DONE RAPIDLY MUST CAUSE DISCOMFORT, TO SOME, AND ALTHOUGH THE POOR ARE USED TO BEING TOLD WHAT THEY MUST DO, THE RICH AND POWERFUL ARE NOT, AND CAN PRESENT PROBLEMS, ROADBLOCKS, ETC. THAT IS WHY I'M READY TO WORK WITH ANY GROUP THAT I THINK HAVE THE SKILLS TO ACCOMPLISH THE TASK, OR AT LEAST LET IT BE KNOWN, I WANT TO HELP IF I CAN, NOW THAT TIME HAS GIVEN ME THE DESIRE IF NOT ANYTHING ELSE. 2009, MAY GOD BE WITH US ALL, AS WE ENTER A NEW AGE, AND BEGIN A NEW CHAPTER, IN THE STORY, OF MANKIND. i MAY BE ONLY A PISSANT, WITH A FANCY NAME, BUT HOPEFULLY MY LUCK WILL RUB OFF, ON THE REST, OF HUMANITY. HUMOR, I ALSO HAVE, TONGUE IN CHEEK, TYPE. DRY TYPE, AND TYPICAL TYPE. wE'LL SEE, GOD WILLING, HAVE A GOODNIGHT, OR WHATEVER, BYE.

BLACK, WELL WHY NOT ? IT APPEARS THAT THIS PRACTISE IS GOING NO WHERE, I TRIED, TO BE HONEST, IN MY ENTRIES. WHATEVER HAPPENS THE WORLD, MANKIND, IS GOING TO GET WHAT IT DESERVES. FOR GOOD OR BAD, THIS PLANET SHALL SURVIVE, THE LIFE, ON THIS PLANET, THE BLESSED AND CURSED, SHALL DETERMINE ITS' FATE.MY ATTEMPT FEEBLE AS IT IS, IS ALL i HAVE, TO OFFER.2009 WILL BE A GOOD YEAR FOR ME BECAUSE i AM OLD ENOUGH TO DO OK FOR ME AND YOUNG ENOUGH TO ENJOY LIFE A LITTLE. WITHOUT RECOGNITION I HAVE STRUGGLED AND MADE SOME PEOPLE THINK AND FOR THAT MY REWARD IS KNOWLEDGE, OF MYSELF. THOSE DEPRIVED, OF APPRECIATION, OF ME, CAN EMBRACE THE NEGRO, IN THE WHITE HOUSE, AS WE ARE, OF THE SAME MIND, HI AND BYE, MONDAY 12TH. OF January....

 

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! Time to vent again. I strongly dislike the VA, as other things, Because, of the type of people they hire and their one size fits all programs. I have to buy my psych. meds. on the street, thanks to them. I'll go into my experiences later. Love/Hate relations are unpleasant. Image isn't everything, if you suck, people will notice. The VA hires assholes, lazy and robotic.Part of a police state just like prisons,do it their way or don't get anything. They won't give me psych. meds if I smoke weed. To hell with them. The Nazi mentality is alive and gaining ground. Black Nazi, Brown, Yellow and white Nazi. Sell-outs. Until next time, goodnight.

I AM BACK, BACK IN BLUE BLACK.dEEP AS THE LOWEST PORTION, OF THE SEA. DID YOU MISS ME ? WITH THE HELP OF MY FRIEND, NEXT DOOR, I'LL ADD NEW PICTURES, THIS TIME, IN A MORE LOGICAL ORDER. WELL I AM TIRED, SO BYE. 09 SHALL BE MY YEAR, I'LL THROW OFF THE OLD AND BURDENSOME AND BEGIN MAGAIN FRESH AND CLEAN, UNTIL THEN. 12AM FRIDAY THE 13TH. OF MARCH 2009, PLEASANT DREAMS, TO ME, AND ALL ELSE, TO WHOM IT MAY APPLY. ANOTHER DAY AND TIME, FRIDAY THE 13TH. 630PM. ANGRY MAD MAN CAPABLE, OF SOME SERIOUS WRITING, HOWEVER AS THIS IS FRIDAY NITE AND I'M MORE OR LESS RESTLESS AND ALTHOUGH MY DATE FOR TONIGHT ISN'T UP TO IT, I STILL DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT ANYTHING AND AS THINKING IS REQUIRED, IN WRITING, I SHALL BOW OUT, WITH A SINGLE GESTURE, OF KIND REGARD, AND THIS IS IT, HAVE A PLEASANT DAY AND/OR WEEKEND, GOODBYE.

The day after Saint Patricks Day, I hope everyone enjoyed themselves. I am easily distracted, and many things keep me away from my journal, if that is what this is ? Anyhow I don't want to be one, to you. Take care of business, I attempt to offer a pointer or two, as I watch the Cobert Report on cable tv. AIG to big to fail, thats' what she said.They got a bonus that upset people, at least that's what the medea reports. What isn't reported is no doubt much worse. The news is controlled, thats the news. Rip Offs. The police state will give a poor guy a life sentence for stealing a candy bar, three strikes law, it demonstrates how unfair the system has become. People suck, thats the news, whatever form of government, power hungry egos, will around. I would rather be sad and be in touch with reality, than be self decieved or some other kind of coward. Life sucks then you die.Remember, I'm watching tv ,, I enjoy life it is endlessly entertaining when one frees the mind. Misery loves company, I'm half Irish, I want you to be happy, please be happy, God Loves You. And so with that Goodnight, take care, be good, and/or careful, bye.

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March 26/27 1140 Thursday Night, and so time to check in once again. Us verus Them, who is who, if your poor, white or black, it's even harder, to tell. The cops protect the haves from the have nots. I studied psychology for years, basically for my own understanding, of my brain, or my behavior, my lack of drive. How a person determines what matters most to themselves and what is the true meaning, of freedom. I read years ago, that freedom, the word, derived from the combining of the words free and doom, originally indicating one was free to choose their manner, of death. With that definition even a slave was free, to chose death.Conformist are the majority, peer presure and the fear, of being different, or any of many, factors influence human conduct. I put enlightenment at the top, of my priorities, therefore, even without certification, I attained much, of what I sought and so, I am doing a little writing. I write also for the theraputic value, of venting, and also sharing the goodwill I have, to share. This year I'll attempt, to continue growing as a human being, for years I was distrubed/alcoholic/ptsd/incarcerated/homeless, Vietnam Vet, the USMC/CIA, and I didn't click, I admit, I didn't want to click, and I did have a choice, and have paid the price, in more ways than one, as has he/she/whatever.Progress has been made, God Bless US, all. I looked at the clock wrong, it's 1106 pm, however, tis about that time, so allow me , to bid ado, and close this installment, I hope something, of value, eventually comes forth and is of use, to someone, so until next time, Goodbye.

Welcome, to next time.At times like this I'm happy my imagination is as limited as it is. The reason for this is a suspciion that you are reading my words, you know,,who you are. It makes it difficult when one, such as I, must pretend he has a agreeable reader and/or no readers, as in this case, is probably true. Sometimes I vent whatever steam I have left, at 59, closing in ,on 60, sometimes I attempt to pass along, Tools, to work, on the many problems, that accompany life, in the USA..As nobody has bothered, to comment, on my writing, I assumne my motivation leaves something to be desired. Staying under the radar is fine, with me. As long as God knows I care for my fellow man, even though he screwed me over, and over, again and again, as I've discovered is the rule, rather than a exceptional run, of events.Everyone must get stoned, as the Bob Dillon song goes, don't feel so all alone,, everybody, must get stoned..We can't change the world, however we can grow and learn, gather light.Want to know how ? A wise man is seldom happy. Still want to learn how ? OK, Well, from where I seem, to have arrived, and at this the final chapter, in my development, as a pyschologist, without a degree, a philosopher, with a unformulated, eclectic, multi-variated, philosophy, a difficult school, of thought, to explain, and/or teach. Once one has studied all schools only then, does one have the material necessary, to formulate such a theory, understand, time is re-quired. A lifetime, of pursuit, gains one perspective and insight, into the human condition, of mind, body and spirit. Enough for today, get a library card and always carry a book and develope a habit, of reading, at every opportunity, learn, to separate, the wheat, from the chaff, and don't be afraid, to change and/or grow, forward march. I'll see you, in heaven, perhaps.Agian, until next-time, bye.

Pink, Pinko,Why should girls have pink all to themselves. Liberate pink I say. They want equality at least the pushy ones. It's fine with me. I decided long ago not to bring any children into this world.I have devoted my life to becoming aware, of what I felt were the things worth learning, not trivial, trivia.Mind, body and spirit, the body will stay healthy if the mind and spirit are seeking the light. God knows, and only God knows, they who seek, anything else is trivia. To spend time in the pursuit of anything else, in the end, is pointless.Eternity surrounds us, we have a choice to embrace the spiritual or the animal side of our nature, when we elevate our spiritual awareness, we bring goodness down, to earth. It may be difficult to detect and if any seek human appreciation, they become egotistical or worse. Humble, meek, true to thyself, ect all good things come, in time. The majority, unfortunately will not devote their life to growth, the dark forces, will distract and bring down those unprepared or unaware, of the struggle, that is human existance.I'm not there yet, if there is a there to be gained, being, on the right path, shall suffice. 2009, I'll turn sixty this year, born, in 1949, in Detroit, Michigan.Vietnam Vet, USMC, I owe the Marines for driving me crazy and putting me, on the path, of enlightenment, not the secrets, of big government, not that game, not for me, I'm not good at duplicity, I'm simple, in that regard, I chose to be, anyway. I thought I was alienated, from humanity, now I know better and for those kind souls out there, I want to extend my goodwill, just as those opposed to individual self-improvement/developement, I dislike. And so enough again for today, have a great summer, everybody, things are looking up, trust me

Am I good ? Words can cure or kill, or kill or cure. Do what you will as long as I live, in this world, I'll be me and let you be you. Whatever I try to suggest are simply tools for strenthening the mind, be true to yourself and didtrust your fellow man, especially the long time enemies, of your clan, etc. many are taught as children to hate and fear, are they not ?This is a new day and I'm just leaving, my apartment, to venture forth unto the streets of San Francisco, have a good day and bye. May, 4th. 2009.

Green is the color, of my true loves teeth, not really. A darker shade might read easier, correct ? So, how about this, better ? Your Welcome, I'm sure. Tired, bored a trifle, growing old, I'll be sixty, in October, I realize it is supposed to count from a more mature perspective, unfortunately, I still begin to feel, my age, darn it. As if I no longer care for opinions, even my own, hee, hee, ha, ha...Tomorrow, it took so long to renew this website, I almost gave up. The worlds full of dicks and cunts, you'll discover. Well, as I began, tomorrow is another day and I promise something, of a excitable nature if you tune in later down the road. I detect interesting material out there these days and I promise to be a different voice, until then, then, bye, bye..May, 8th. 11PM,

Friday Friday Night, 05-09-09, 2009 isn't that nice.A little bit sad and lonely and and disgusted with things in general, a world full of regret and pain from every dirrection affecting everyone, to some degree. I shouldn't be and I don't know why, however I am. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow as tomorrow always brings promise even death promises heaven. I wish I had the guts or nuts or whatever it is I'm lacking for getting out there and meeting new people and getting envolved in life and so I am going to bed to dream sweet dreams, hopefully and and perhaps tomorrow a miracle shall occur, bye bye, you'all... Nuts, let's get deep, I wonder how much depth I can reach starting from here. I knew it wouldn't be easy, the surface is fine with me, floating atop an ocean, of candy coated crap, OK, here I go just like having a real thought. Meanings, mean meanings, true meaning, black and blue meaning. I ascertain a higher, lower reality, one that exist only to to give us a different space to contemplate or not. To magnify a tiny aspect of exitance and thereby gain a deeper appreciation of the totality, of the universe, from nowhere, to everywhere, the stretch required, to fathom a new concept. Designed by me, for the distracted modern mind, with a short, short attention span, to keep interest long enough to pass along a mental excercise, got it ? You are welcome. This is Sunday night 830pm 10th. of May,2009. sweet and short or visa/versa, bye again.

AT TIMES, I LOVE ALL PEOPLE AND SOMETIMES NOT, THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO BE UNFRIENDLY AND/OR WISH ME HARM, I FIND DIFFICULT TO FEEL LOVE, FOR THEM. THE RULERS OF HUMANITY ARE AN EXAMPLE, OF MANKINDS TROUBLED HISTORY A HISTORY THAT SHALL CONTINUE TO REPEAT ITSELF, UNTIL THE DAWN OF UNIVERSAL SHARED ENLIGHTENMENT, TO EACH ACCORDING TO THEIR ABILITY TO COMPHREHEND. SECRETS AND UNIVERSAL DISTRUST AMOUNG MANKIND CONTINUES TO PLAGUE US.sPEAKING AS ONE ONCE DIAGNOSED A PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIC, AS THE BEST WAY, TO HANDLE REALITY. THE SPIES AND WOULD BE SPIES THAT SURROUND US ALL, IS A COMMON REALITY THE ORDINARY, ON WELL, BLAH, BLAH, ETC.THIS IS A EXAMPLE OF HOW MUCH OR HOW LITTLE I CARE, I HAVEN'T AND WOULDN'T INTENTIONALLY BRING CHILDREN INTO THIS WORLD. THE MANIFESTATION OF MY TROUBLED MIND, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, I BLAME ONLY MYSELF, I AM OVERLY SENSITIVE AND SHOULDN'T HAVE ENLISTED INTO THE MARINES. THE RESULTS CONTINUE TO DISTRUB ME. I HOPE THAT MAKES SOMEONE HAPPY. MY EXPERIENCE HAS MADE ME STUDY PSYCHOLOGY AND LIFE IN GENERAL SO THAT PROVED A VALUABLE BLESSING, IN DISGUISE. I MAINTAIN A LIGHT HEARTED HUMOR, MOST OF THE TIME. THE TOOLS, OF THE TRADE, AND SO SEE YOU LATER, MAYBE. WHOMEVER MAY EVER READ THESE WORDS. MAY 14TH. 2009, IN GOOD OLD SAN FRANCISCO, MAY SHE CONTINUE, TO SHINE, IN THE GREAT STATE, OF CALIFORNIA, WITH ALL YOUR SUNSHINE,PEACE. for this, I live. What a pathetic reason to continue breathing, well, this and force, of habit. I have always been prone, to acquire habits, true enough, right ? Today is Monday the 18th. of May, same year as it was yesterday, and it is 3:30 PM, I've been to the Mission District today because it's a good place to shop, cheap, I think I'll spend more time there, in the future, range a little farther from home.So we'll see, how that works out, right ?? Now that I have acquired knowledge and experience enough, to be interesting, I find my enthusiasm has deminished for attempting, to share, with others.The key, to the door, of total bliss, I lost somewhere, within lifes' kiss, maybe, again someday life shall be simple and sweet, on that future dawn, again I'll catch the beat..That may be a clue, to flow, like poetry, could that be the key ??Blah, humbug, as Scrooge would say. I choose to be happy and hope you do also, another comment, by a friend, of Earth. BIG THINGS, FOR ME, to be attempting, learn as you go, slowly but maybe, I'll get the hang, of A-Plus, control panel, plus, plus what ?Soon I'll be selling and/or helping others find and sell, hopefull I'll get busy again and put some money in the bank. The USA, welcome home, to my web------Site, said the poet, to the squirrel.Laughter is the best medicine, I strive to stay light hearted. I've done enough theraputic writing, time to try to make a dollar or three. I have much to learn, hopefully it will be fun. Now I have a subject to write about, the progress I make or don't make, on my new and improved website, I really don't know if anyone ever paid attention, in the last year, Michael Francis Gallagher is more than a good name, I paid dues, and learned how to think. God comes first, with me. My fellow mans' judgements change, with the times. I am left-wing, I am a member of those burdened by poverty and was offered a chance to sell my name, to the system and refused, that was long ago, we all change, in time. Be true to thyself, is a motto, I chose, to follow. Sometimes it takes awhile to find yourself, in a chaotic world. Now, in peace, at last, I focus on the mundane, hurray !! Watch out for the new improved Mike F. Gallagher, etc.

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